The Final Goodbye

It had been a lousy day that day anyway…so no reason to expect it would end any better.right? But I never in my wildest dreams expected the ending that really did happen.
Thoughts of my former Master had been running through my head for weeks now.which was usually an indication that He was thinking of me too…but since we had split months ago…I dismissed those thoughts and just shoved them to the back of my mind…but the nagging thought was always there…what would I do if He would come back? How would I react? What would I say? The ending was so abrupt with Him, only an e-mail telling me that He was leaving town and wouldn't be back. I had never gotten any closure on it with Him…and it was totally unexpected. This man was my life…. my world…and my world came crashing down around me with that single letter. But I picked myself up and carried on…the days seemed endless…and the nights even worse…my rock was gone…the one I clung to when the world around me was tossing me around like a leaf in the wind…the one whose strength I could always rely on…the one who could talk me out of any mood I was in and make my world bright and safe again...the one I loved more than life itself. Was if my fault He left? Did I cling too hard? Did I demand too much of Him as my Master? Was I not good enough? …Obedient enough?…sexual enough?…surely it was my fault that He left.

Class had let out early that night…and I was in a bad mood anyway because I had to give a presentation on my final paper…which I thought I had done terribly …all the things I should have said and done kept running through my mind as I drove home that night…and I was kicking myself for not doing better. I pulled into my driveway and wasn't really paying attention too much…just was glad to be home and have the night behind me. As I stepped out of the car I thought I saw the red glow of a cigarette at the steps of my house…but thought I was being crazy and paranoid…and then there He was…leaning against the banister of the porch…impeccably dressed as always…the moonlight playing on the soft ebony of His skin…my heart stopped and I know my eyes had to get wide as saucers…I was over this man now…why did He still have such an effect on me? I had moved on…was seeing another Dom…one that I was crazy about…and yet in that instant…when I saw Master Lee standing there…my world flip flopped again and I knew that I hadn't really resolved all the issues of the break up.

"Hello baby, you're looking beautiful as ever",…His voice was like a soothing balm to my soul…creeping into every crevice of my being…my nipples instantly hardened and I could feel the wetness in my panties…my body was betraying me…in spite of all that I had been through…all the pain and heartache…I still wanted and needed this man…I was speechless…when I finally found my voice I muttered a hello…my eyes never leaving His…searching them…looking for what I don't know…He quickly came back with…"I can't stay angel…I just wanted to let you know why I left…where I've been…and that I'm ok…my hands were shaking as I opened the door…and He followed me into the house…sitting in His favorite chair…the one that we had went out and bought together for Him when He was at my house…I just couldn't get rid of it…I pulled the cushion out and sat next to Him at the foot of the chair…and slowly began to eat as His story unraveled…when I was done eating I got up…never asking permission…just doing it…and poured us both a glass of red wine…and continued to listen as He told me of His journeys overseas…how he had left everything behind…that He was working on a farm for the summer and was going back out of the country in the fall…my mind was spinning…why was He here?….all the emotions came flooding back in one fell swoop…I knew at that instant that I still loved Him…probably always would…and no matter who I was with…this man would always hold a piece of my heart that I would never be able to give to anyone else…

I kept refilling our wine glasses and by the time His story was finished we were both pretty relaxed …and I was feeling more at ease being around Him again…I knew He still wanted me and loved me …not only from the tenderness in His voice…but also from the bulge in His pants…the sexual tension was so thick you could have cut it with a knife…and I knew that even though I would never see this man again in my life…and that He meant every word He was saying to me…that I had to have Him one last time…

I rose silently from my place at His feet and walked over to the stereo…I could feel His eyes on the sway of my hips…and felt them lingering on my tight little ass…chills shot up my spine as I felt Him mentally undressing me…as I bent over the music rack my shorts slid higher up my thighs…and I knew He could see the bottom of my asscheeks…my hands slid to my ass and I ran them over the soft material of the shorts as I was looking for the music that He had left here also ….i finally found a few CD's of the jazz that He loved so much…and played…and the thought ran through my mind that I wondered if He still played the trumpet? The music was soft and haunting as it filtered through the speakers…and as soon as I turned around…His eyes were caressing every inch of my body…I knew he could see how hard my nipples were.but I wondered if He knew how wet I was?

I took my place back on the cushion…only this time I moved the cushion directly in front of Him…we both knew we were going to make love that night…that this was going to be the closure that we both needed so badly…but didn't want.

I laid my head on His thigh and just took long slow deep breaths…filling myself with His scent…imprinting it into my memory to call upon when I would need that comfort again…His strong fingers were running absently through my hair and we were both lost in thought…sharing that quiet moment that only two lovers know who don't need words to express their thoughts…

And then His fingers were entwining in my hair …softly at first…then harder…and He lifted my head to meet His eyes…they spoke volumes to me…as mine did to Him…and then His mouth was on mine in one sweeping motion…devouring me…His tongue sliding into my mouth as a soft moan escaped from me…His kiss was urgent…tender…demanding…yielding…all at once…and I responded in turn…

My hands slid up His thighs…caressing…teasing…torturing Him and me with the soft insistent touches…as He broke the kiss I nibbled on His bottom lip and then my hands slid up to His chest.. my palms sliding over His nipples in a slow circular motion…feeling them hardening and then grinning up at Him as I slid His shirt off of Him….that beautiful chocolate skin once again drowning my senses…a small gasp escaping from me as I leaned forward and the tip of my tongue pressed against one nipple…and then the other…my body was aching for Him at this point…and He then took off my tank top and undid my bra…and then He slowly began slapping my tits…first one…then the other…. then both of them at the same time…softly at first…and then harder and faster…my eyes were closed and with each stinging blow my clit would tingle harder and I knew He was going to make me cum like that before He would allow me to serve Him…I was so lost in the rhythm of His strong hands as they would slap the full part of my breasts…and then hard on the nipple…and then soft on the underside…and then the pattern would start all over again…with His free hand He pulled and pinched the nipple of the tit that He wasn't assaulting…and soon the wetness was trickling down my thighs…He just smiled when He saw my juices flowing…and continued to slap and pull and pull and slap…leaving His handprints all over my breasts until finally my body trembled…and His words came somewhere from the distance…cum for me my slut…for you will always be my little cum slut princess….a low moan filled the room as my release washed over me…and the moment I began to cum His fingers twisted and pulled on my nipples on so hard I screamed out to Him in pleasure/pain…and then I collapsed against His thigh again…catching my breath…waiting for my heartbeat to slow down…

As soon as I regained my senses a bit…my eyes looked up into His again…so hungry for Him still…so needy of His touch still…and my fingertips slid under the waistband of His pants…playing with the skin…each touch sending an electric jolt through me…I wondered how I had stood not serving Him for this long…and how I was going to bear never seeing Him again…I quickly pushed those thoughts out of my head as His hips lifted and I tugged at His pants…pulling them and His shorts down…. His thick black cock springing free from its confinement…and my eyes widened as they always did whenever I saw that beautiful cock…my throat constricted and His taste came back to me as if it were only yesterday that I had served His cock with my mouth…my soft white hand wrapped around the thickness of His shaft…and I marveled once again at the contrast of skin color…but only for a moment…and then my lips were pressed against the tip of His cock.my tongue running lightly under the head…and I knew I was serving the only cock that I was ever meant to serve in this lifetime…that this was my one true Master…my hand slid slowly up the length..squeezing the first few drops of precum out …and as I looked up into His eyes…I smeared the sweet drops over my lips and cheeks…wanting them to seep into my pores…to be a part of me forever…

My hunger for Him was so great that my throat opened instantly…and I slid his whole black cock deep deep into my hungry mouth…my lips were pressed so hard against the base of His suck while I sucked hungrily on Him…His moans only excited me more…and His fingers entwined in my hair sent thrills through me like no other man could ever do…His hips arched higher…forcing His cock deeper into my throat…and my throat just opened wider…I don't think His cock had ever been that deep in my mouth before…I was fighting for air…struggling almost…but I didn't want to take my mouth off of that cock….not yet anyway…I could feel it pulsing in my mouth…and as I slowly moved my mouth back up the tip…one hand reached down to squeeze His balls…I knew He knew what was coming next…and of course He was right…the flat part of my tongue slid down the length of His delicious cock…and my face was between His thighs…I dragged my tongue slowly over His balls…leaving a wet hot trail and then blew softly over the wetness…as the goosebumps rose on His thighs and His breath caught a bit…I engulfed His balls deep into my mouth…I just couldn't get enough of Him…I wanted it all…and I wanted it all at once…I pushed His knees up a bit and my tongue then slid along the crack of His ass…when I reached His opening…my tongue stiffened and I pushed just the tip of it into His ass as my hand stroked His cock…I knew He was about to cum…and that cum wasn't going to be wasted spraying out into the air…my tongue left a hot wet trail from His ass to the tip of His cock…flicking under the head a few times as I watched His face contort in pure pleasure…and then as soon as He came…I grasped His cock and sprayed it all over my face and hair…smiling up at Him as rope after rope of His hot thick cum covered my cheeks, eyes, hair and mouth…His body was trembling from His intense orgasm…but I wasn't done yet…ohhhh no…my mouth immediately clamped onto His cock again…swallowing the last drops of His cum as I began to suck on Him again…He whispered a protest…but I continued on until His cock was rock hard again.

Reaching for His hand and pulling Him to the floor with me…then gently pressing back on His chest…oh yes…this hot pussy was gonna have that cock in her one last time…I straddled Him…my slender thighs pressing tightly against His strong muscular ones…and my hot cunt hovered inches over His cock…leaning down to kiss Him hungrily…His cum still on my lips …and then sliding the head of His cock slowly along the wetness of my slit…my muscles were contracting already and He wasn't even in me yet…I could barely stand it anymore as I slowly slid the massive head into my throbbing cunt…my nails dug deep into His arms and my breath was coming in small short gasps as He filled me totally…spreading my aching cunt wide…my muscles clamped around that cock so tight it almost forced it out of me…but I just kept on fucking Him…slow and easy….fast and hard…muscles loosening and then clamping tightly around Him again…my juices were running down His cock like a river …and I would just grind harder and deeper into Him…taking my fill for the rest of my lifetime…

And then suddenly He took control again…flipping us over and raising my legs over His shoulders…His cock pounding deep into me…each stroke leaving me screaming out to Him…His lips kissing my thighs and biting …and then slamming His shaft deep into my wetness again…I didn't want to cum…I wanted this to last forever…so I fought my climax every inch of the way knowing He was still good for awhile as this was His second round…His fingers probed my ass and slid deep into my tight little star…and then suddenly His cock was out of my cunt and in my ass…the pain ripped through me and then the pleasure…He took my ass like never before that night…pounding His cock deeper and deeper as my screams tore through the room…my body was exhausted at this point…and I knew I couldn't last much longer…His grunts and moans were coming harder and faster now…and then His voice almost screaming in my ear….NOW SLUT!! CUM NOW!! And instantly my body stiffened and a flood of cum poured out of me as His cum shot into my ass…

Tears were streaming down my face as He collapsed on me…my arms wrapped around Him tightly and I just held Him close to me…whispering how much I loved Him…How much I always would…and how much I was going to miss Him…we fell asleep in each others arms…and when I woke up the next morning…He was gone…leaving only a note left next to where He was laying…I love you my angel slut…and I will never forget you…