"Fuck! They're only girls!" snorted one of the soldiers
when the girls had approached near enough in the dusk for them
to be properly seen and for them to be within earshot.
"But don't the fucking Buggery lot have fucking women soldiers?"
another soldier said to his comrade. "I vote we shoot the
fuckers to buggery, sir."
"They're only girls, corporal" repeated the first soldier.
"Girls are no fucking good as soldiers. All they're good
for is fucking. Leave them. We got work to do."
Tracey and Buttercup were both pleased and a little surprised
to see the soldiers mostly ignore them, with only one of them
watching them with his gun half-cocked, while his comrades continued
loading items onto a jeep and busying themselves with some radio
equipment. They walked past the soldiers, still not convinced
that they weren't going to be shot, their arms dropped to their
side from weariness and perspiring heavily despite the cooling
evening air.
They saw what looked like a border guard, who was standing to
attention by a chair, his machine-gun by his side, eyeing them
suspiciously as they approached. His expression was quite clearly
not of the friendliest. Just behind him, on the Gomorran side
was another soldier who was smoking a cigarette and staring as
much at them as at his comrade.
Buttercup walked up to the guard, who was built quite large with
very short hair and a small dark moustache underneath a brutal
looking nose. He turned his dark eyes towards Buttercup. "What
the fuck do you want?" he asked, raising his machine gun
directly at her
Tracey walked behind Buttercup, disloyally wondering how much
Buttercup's body might shield her from a hail of bullets. Buttercup
smiled, despite her obvious terror. "We're refugees, sir.
We want to escape from the horrors of Buggery to the famous refuge
of Gomorrah."
The guard lowered his gun, and laughed in a not especially amiable
way. "Refugees! Fuck! For Gomorrah! You're not the first
bitches to want to enter our democratic republic, but the last
ones we dispatched pretty quickly. Fucking whores! Why should
we fucking spare you? Is it 'cause you got through the fucking
mine-field. If you weren't fucking tarts, you ought to get fucking
medals for getting here without your fucking leg blown off!"
Tracey blanched. Mine-field? In her fear and desperation, she'd
totally forgotten that it wasn't just bullets she'd had to be
mindful of. What fucking slim chance had she had that she'd survived
this walk?
Buttercup, however, continued smiling and continued walking towards
the soldier. "We can make it worth your while," she
said seductively.
"I bet you fucking can, whore!" snorted the guard. "But
you're not a bad looking bitch. I could let you through. But what
about your scrawny bitch girlfriend. What say we that we blow
her to fuck and just let you through."
"It's either both of us or neither of us," Buttercup
said firmly.
"In that case," snarled the guard as if challenged,
raising his gun and holding it up as if ready to let loose. And
then with a bit of a snarl. "Yeah! S'pose we could do with
a bit of a fuck. Oi! Jello! What d'you think?"
His comrade threw the stub of his cigarette onto the ground, and
stubbed it out with a booted foot. "Yeah, Buzzcock. I ain't
had a fuck for days. And the long haired cow is a real motherfucking
killer bitch."
"OK, Girls!" grunted Buzzcock. "You're in luck.
Come on the Gomorran side of the border." He stood to one
side as Buttercup and Tracey strode to the gap in the wire fence,
and walked through, a sudden spasm of relief exploding inside
Tracey's chest. They weren't going to be killed! "Welcome
to fucking democracy. There's no fucking royalty here. And there's
none of your fucking Buggery perversions neither."
Jello stopped Buttercup when Tracey was through the gap. "Now,
you bitch! It's fucking payback time. Let's see what you've got
to offer."
"Not so fast, sonny Jim!" growled Buzzcock. "We
can't let them in like this! Not with the scrawny cunt fucking
dressed up like some half-arsed nancy boy. You fuckers take your
fucking rings out of your cunts, or we'll fucking pull them out.
And you, chicken shit!" he addressed Tracey. "You take
off that fucking shirt or whatever you call it on your fucking
tits. There ain't no clothes allowed for bitches here. Bitches
don't have the fucking right. I don't know what your fucking cunt-arse
government lets you fuckers get away with: but bitches have got
to know their place here. And give me your fucking bag and all!"
"But my passport! My money!"
"You won't need fucking Buggery dinars in Gomorrah. Their
fucking useless. In case you hadn't noticed we're at war with
you lot. But your passport's worth more than both your lives put
together." Buzzcock grabbed the bag, turned it upside down
and poured its contents on the floor. A cascade of lipstick, compacts,
notes and knickknacks fell to the floor, including Tracey's precious
passport. "Fuck me! Real money! And a real passport! What
kind of fucking whore are you to have this kind of stuff on you?
Did you steal it?"
"No!" Tracey replied indignantly despite her distress.
"It's mine. I took hours queuing up at the passport office
for it!"
Buzzcock grunted. "So you're a fucking foreigner even to
Buggery. Well, don't expect any help here. Bitches like you won't
be allowed within even a mile of a fucking consulate."
Tracey and Buttercup stood together: Tracey feeling more naked
than she'd ever felt before with no clothes, no possessions and
not even the cunt-ring which despite herself she'd got rather
attached to. And what were the soldiers going to do?
Her answer came fairly soon, and in full sight of the other soldiers
loading the vehicles. She and Buttercup were dragged onto the
ground by their hair, her roots stinging from the rough tugging,
and then the two of them were brutally raped. At least, she assumed
it was rape, even though Buttercup had, in a very real and genuine
sense, asked for it. But this wasn't making love. It wasn't even
like the rough sex she'd sometimes had on a bad date. Or like
the drunken fucking she'd had when she'd told the bloke she was
with to fuck off. This was brutal, violent and animal. They were
forcibly penetrated with no preparation at all. First Buzzcock
into Buttercup and then Jello into her. She was so dry down there.
And it hurt. And she was punched when she struggled. And then
it was more cock in her cunt. And cock in her arse. And then a
slap round the face. And after more minutes of unpleasant, disgusting
forced penetration, sperm squirted into her mouth and eyes.
And then it was over. The soldiers had had enough. They buttoned
up their trousers, which they had only lowered to their knees
in all the time. "Now fuck off!" commanded Buzzcock.
Tracey and Buttercup picked up their bruised bodies. Tracey left
with a small trickle of blood down her thighs that had been drawn
from her anus, and a fresh bruise upswelling on her chin. Buttercup
had sustained a cut lip and one eye was strangely swollen as a
bruise began to form. Her hair was disordered and she seemed even
more shocked than Tracey. It occurred to her through her own misery
that Buttercup, being the so much more attractive of the two girls,
had almost certainly received more attention than she. And that
somehow the more attractive a girl was, the more determined the
soldiers had been that she should suffer.
Tracey put an arm around Buttercup who was weeping and occasionally
coughing, small traces of blood spitting out onto her cheek. They
turned around and walked along the road. They hadn't walk any
distance however, when Jello jumped in front of them with a snarl.
"Fuck! Don't you fucking Buggery bitches know fucking anything!
This is a fucking road. Yeah! A fucking road! And so it's not
for the likes of you fucking whores. If you don't want us to fucking
shoot you, stay off the fucking road. In case you ignorant cows
didn't know, roads are for fucking men only. You bitches stay
off the road, if you know what's good for you."
"Where do we go?" sobbed Buttercup, strangely subdued.
"I don't fucking know! You wanted to come to Gomorrah, didn't
you. We didn't have to let you through. Anywhere. As long as it's
not on a fucking road. Or a fucking town. Or a fucking city. You
bitches ain't got no rights."
"Sorry?" asked Tracey, sure that she'd misunderstood
something.
"You don't know fuck shit! Let me spell it out for you. You're
in the Democratic Fucking Republic of Fucking Gomorrah! You're
fucking bitches! That means you've got no fucking constitutional
rights. No fucking consti-fucking-tutional rights at all! No fucking
women, bitches, whores, girls or dykes have rights. Not to clothes.
Not to possessions. Not to fucking anything. Keep your nose clean
and keep out of men only areas!"
XII
Sharon's recollection of her rape and that of Sweetness by the
Buggery soldiers was confused and painful. She had never known
that sex could be so horrible, and she was sure she'd known horrible
sex before. Even non-consensual, when the bloke in the car park
who she'd been avoiding all night had fucked her in that brutal
way. But that was almost fun compared to the horrors of the brutal
and seemingly never-ending rape she'd endured on the Buggery battlefield.
She knew that her arse and cunt were being violated repeatedly,
but it was only pain and humiliation and fear that she was fully
aware of. Surely by now they'd had enough, she'd thought as once
again her dry and unwilling cunt was penetrated by which prick
she didn't know. She could see through the tears that clouded
her eyes and the blackness that threatened her consciousness,
that Sweetness was being treated no less brutally than herself.
How could sex be so bad? She'd always associated it with pleasure,
and now all she could do was hope and pray that it would be over
soon. But no chance! Yet another of those peculiarly permanently
stiff penises pushed through the bruised and ripped lips of her
cunt and pushed into her far deeper than she was properly able
to take it. And the violence wasn't just restricted to just her
arse and cunt. She was forcibly held down and her arms stung from
the force of the soldier's grip while she her mouth and nose burrowed
into the dry earth. Every time she stirred in any way that could
be interpreted as resistance, and resisting was what she couldn't
help doing, she was punched or kicked.
She barely registered the world around her. Was it day or was
it night? Sweetness was screaming in misery and distress. "Joy!
Joy!" she gasped as another man's khaki-coloured buttocks
fell on top of her and thrust brutally in and out of her. It was
with an extra degree of disgust that she noticed that the soldier's
sexual attentions were not limited to the two girls. They would
grasp each other's balls, suck each other's dicks, and she was
sure she saw two soldiers fucking each other. In fact, she was
fucking certain, as one soldier's buttocks descended onto the
buttocks of the soldier fucking Sweetness, pushing his prick in
with far less resistance than he'd have found in Sharon's cunt
and pushed backwards and forwards in a manic fashion gasping orgasmically
in the same rhythm as Sweetness' cries of pain.
And then, she didn't recall how, they were dragged along, their
knees bleeding from when they staggered and fell, just as did
their orifices from their punishment, away from the smoking ruins
of the bombed factory for how long Sharon didn't know. But each
step was an agony. Each stumble, and its attendant kicks and blows
from the soldiers, another even greater agony. She could barely
see where they were: the tears in her eyes clouded everything
despite the bright sun. She repeated Tracey's name again and again
without knowing why, punctuated by every fucking shitting bastard
swear word in her vocabulary. Loud enough she was sure to be heard
by anyone with an ear to her cut lip, but not to the soldiers.
Occasionally, a drop of blood, from her nose or from her cheek,
she didn't know, would trail into her mouth and cause her to cough
despite the pain this gave to her bruised ribs.
And then, at last, no more walking. Sweetness and she were in
a dark tent where only the patches of sun through the black tarpaulin
allowed sufficient illumination for her to see where she was.
She collapsed from pain and exhaustion, pleased only that the
worst agonies were over; and then the darkness that had bubbled
in the recesses of her mind overwhelmed her and that was the last
she could remember.
When she awoke, she didn't know when, she was able to examine
the tent where they had been left. There was very little to it.
There were some wooden boxes and crates, and the bare uneven ground
on which the tent had been erected. Behind her was a metal post
pushed into the ground, and from that came a metal chain which
was attached to her left ankle and restricted her to less than
a yard in which she could crawl, and was not long enough to permit
her to stand. She wasn't alone in the tent. She could see the
shadowy figure of Sweetness, similarly chained to a metal post,
just outside her reach, and she could hear an incoherent sobbing.
Not wholly incoherent. Occasionally, Sharon could distinguish
the name 'Joy', but otherwise there was nothing that made sense.
Despite her own pain and misery, Sharon felt an overwhelming emotion
of pity for the girl. Being blind, her shock and horror must have
been compounded by her helplessness and by her ignorance as to
exactly what horrors had been meted on her. Sweetness raised her
face and looked in her direction, her eyes registering nothing,
a black bruise swelling on her right cheek and eyes, and dried
blood and snot on her upper lip. "Joy! Joy! Where are you?"
she moaned, and then buried her face into the palms of her hands.
Here they were, somewhere. Alive at least. With nothing. This
hadn't worried Sharon before. Her very life had been her chief
concern. But now she was sure. Her blouse was removed, thrown
aside no doubt in the rape. Her sandals that she'd bought in the
high street when she and Tracey were happily planning the holiday:
gone forever, trampled into the dusty fields outside. And her
bag, with her passport, money and possessions, gone also. Never
to be seen again. Along with her last hopes of ever leaving Buggery
by the normal process of border control. Would she ever see home
again? Would she even survive to see the world beyond the tent?
What would become of her?
Or of Sweetness? Did she even know that Joy had been blown to
pieces? Or that the factory where she'd lived was now nothing
but rubble and smoke? She gazed at the young girl sadly. So thin.
So helpless. And she must have led such a sad life. Fucking for
a living. And a living that had been a dank hole in the ground,
in a Kingdom where her very blindness was as good as a death sentence.
Whose situation was worse? Sharon who'd had at least some good
times in the smoky night-clubs and damp car parks of home? And
even had the best fucks of her life not so many days ago? Or Sweetness
who'd known nothing but misery and despair ever since her sightless
emergence into the world? Strangely, contemplating Sweetness'
dire straits made her own seem the more bearable and in a curious
way a source of some guilty comfort.
Sharon pulled her naked bruised body over the earth and leaned
out a hand in Sweetness' direction. She couldn't quite reach the
girl, but Sweetness heard her movements. Her face lit up and her
sightless eyes looked in her direction with a disconcerting vacuousness.
"Joy! Is that you?" she gasped.
"It's me. Sharon."
"Sharon? The tourist. Where's Joy?"
"Joy's dead. There's no more Joy."
"Dead. No Joy!" Sweetness weeped, but she'd clearly
already half-reconciled herself to this possibility, not erupting
into the hysteria of tears that Sharon had feared. "How did
she die? What happened? Where am I?"
Sharon explained to Sweetness as best she could what had happened
and where they were. And rehearsed as much to herself as for Sweetness'
benefit the horrors they had been through. She talked and she
talked, disjointedly, ramblingly, punctuated with questions of
how Sweetness was, less from a need to know and more from a need
to hear Sweetness reply through the globules of tears, mucus and
blood in her mouth. Every now and then, Sweetness would interject
with "Joy. Joy's dead. She's dead." She was evidently
trying to comprehend the enormity of her situation.
The flaps of the tent briefly parted, letting in a flood of daylight,
and the tall slim figure of a young man entered. He seemed peculiarly
delicate and somehow awkward. He was clearly a soldier, and like
the soldiers who'd raped the two girls he was naked and his entire
skin was dyed khaki. He differed only in that he carried a holster
around his left shoulder and had several stripes tattooed onto
his right shoulder. He was also had a normal flaccid penis. He
walked over to the girls and crouched in front of them.
"I'm Sergeant Moss. I'm the commander of this camp since
the colonel was killed yesterday. How are you? Not feeling too
bad I hope?"
Sharon stared at him, barely able to hide the hostility from her
gaze. "What do you fucking think? I feel fucking awful. And
when are you gonna let us go, you bastard?"
The young man sighed. "I'm afraid that's not possible. You're
spoils of war, I'm afraid. Escape is just not possible. The soldiers
need some R&R, you know. And you're unfortunate enough to
have to provide it for them. I'm deeply sorry for you. It wasn't
my choice. But war is war. And you are victims of it."
"You fucking shit! Fucking let us free. I don't fucking care
about what your fucking soldiers want. And anyway haven't they
fucking done enough?"
"I can't apologise enough for the violence and brutality
of my men. What they did to you was inexcusable. Rape is one of
the worst crimes there is. Short of murder, of course. But this
is war. We've sustained a colossal amount of injury in the last
day. The colonel's gamble just didn't pay off. The Gomorrans gave
us far more of a drubbing than we'd expected. At least a thousand
men died yesterday and last night, and most of our supplies were
destroyed by the bombing raids. But I don't expect you to sympathise
with my men. All I can offer as comfort is the observation that
at least my men didn't kill you."
"Didn't what they do to us
wasn't that fucking enough?"
"Rape is normal in war. My men haven't had sex with a woman
for years. Many of them have never fucked a woman before. But
like it or not my men probably saved your lives. The Gomorran
soldiers are not known for their mercy. They would also have raped
you - just as they would have raped any of my soldiers - but it's
unlikely they'd have let you live. And you were in the heart of
a battle field. Gunfire, mines, bombs. Your chances of survival
were very low. I doubt whether very many others in that settlement
of yours managed to wake up this morning
"
"Tracey
" mused Sharon. Her best friend was probably
also dead. And all they'd wanted was a holiday in the sun. Her
eyes exploded in tears. "You bastards! You bastards! You
fucking fucking bastards!"
"I can see you're unhappy," mused the sergeant. "And
I can't promise you the security or the freedom you want. And
we don't have any medical supplies to do anything about your cuts
and bruises. But they do look superficial, so I don't think you're
likely to die from them. Much as I'd like to, I can't free you.
It would be my death sentence. Morale is low enough as it is,
and any small thing I can do to assist my men is about all there
is left for me to do until, or if, reinforcements ever arrive.
I'll leave you now. But I'm sorry to have to inform you that,
from now on, you will be expected to provide sexual favours for
my men, and that some of them are not going to be that gentle
with you. But I can promise you that I will do my best to ameliorate
the agony. It won't be much, but I do have a modicum of authority
even if I don't believe I have quite the respect my rank should
have."
With that, he left the two girls huddled on the dry ground, once
again to immerse themselves in their misery. Eventually, Sharon
managed to fall asleep again, her consciousness sinking in clouds
of despair and Sweetness' muttered moans and cries as she mourned
the death of her companion. "No Joy!" she moaned again
and again. "No more Joy. No more Joy again. Ever!"
The sergeant soon became the most frequent visitor to the tent
as the days and nights merged into a hazy horror of misery, discomfort
and despair. After a while, Sharon almost looked forward to the
visits as they were the only thing which interrupted the tedium
and bleakness which did not necessarily involve sexual penetration.
When he wasn't there, which was most of the time, Sharon and Sweetness
lay near each other slumped on the hard dusty earth. The only
physical comfort Sharon could give Sweetness was to hold her hand
as they stretched out towards each other, while Sweetness rambled
on about her worries and woes. Generally, their conversations
were disjointed, and returned repeatedly to their worries about
their current situation and their recent losses. Sweetness was
genuinely inconsolable about the death of Joy who had been her
protector, keeper and lover for two or more years. Her life before
that had been even less pleasant than living in the ruined factory.
She had been kept in hiding from the police from birth by sympathetic
peasants. The war reached where they lived, and in the chaos of
the destruction which befell the village and her guardians, Sweetness
found herself helpless and alone in the world, not knowing where
she was and where to go. It was Joy who'd found her and saved
her life, but she would forever blame herself that she'd not been
able in some way to prevent Joy from losing her life. Her sightless
eyes were red and raw from the tears which memories of her darling
Joy inevitably provoked in her.
When the flaps of the tent opened and the sergeant returned, Sharon
was always filled with dread if he came in with anyone else. And
usually there were three or four others. Because this invariably
meant more rest and recreation for the soldiers who accompanied
him and several hours of pain and humiliation for the two girls.
With little introduction and sooner than Sharon ever feared, she
and Sweetness would be fucked: in the arse and in the cunt, and
no opportunity to protest. After her initial rape, Sharon vowed
she'd never be penetrated again, but what use were her vows where
she was: tethered to a pole and thoroughly incapable of putting
up any struggle at all if she didn't want a gun butt slammed into
her face.
The soldiers who raped her, - and it couldn't really be called
anything else, - were mostly quite young, were frighteningly unimaginative
and insensitive in their love-making, and invariably left her
lower regions battered, bruised and torn. They all were blessed
with the phenomenal erections which seemed to be a permanent feature
of them. The only times Sharon ever saw a penis that wasn't red
and raw with a throbbing glans and veins was after the soldiers
had at long last relieved their sperm either into or onto them.
The sergeant was the only one privileged to have a penis that
wasn't mostly erect.
The fucking was intense, amateurish, and seemed to go on forever.
And she wasn't fucked nearly as much as Sweetness who, because
of her youth and vitality, was more thoroughly fucked than she
was. She was becoming accustomed to pricks up her arse, shoved
into her mouth and plunged (least painfully of all) up her cunt.
And at the same time, she could see Sweetness through her tears
of rage and disgust engulfed by a mob of khaki-coloured figures
who were fucking her as best they could. When they weren't fucking
each other. Which they did frequently, during, before and after
fucking either or both of the girls.
The sergeant, despite his protestations of decency, was no less
of a fucker than the others. His long thin prick, when aroused,
as it very soon was, joined the others in painful penetrating
her, Sweetness and of course the arse of all, or many, of the
other soldiers. And when they left, Sharon and Sweetness would
be nursing their fresh wounds and humiliations slumped on a ground
which never got more comfortable and dampened by semen, shit and
piss. Even this respite which they'd been hoping and praying for
all the time they'd been raped, offered little comfort and even
less hope. And as the small pile of their shit and piss grew in
the shadow of the tent, it really did not smell very reassuring
either.
However, when the sergeant entered unaccompanied there was no
question of sex and he was all kindness. Even if Sharon remembered
distinctly the times he'd fucked her (and no more expertly or
sensitively than his soldiers), these were visits which she rather
welcomed and which offered Sweetness and she almost the only respite
from their misery.
He explained that he'd never wanted to be a soldier. In fact,
his ambition had always to be a poet, a talent for which he had
shown great promise whilst at school. But the Kingdom of Buggery
had no demand for poets and a much greater appetite for cannon
fodder. Despite his delight and skill at verse, he'd also proven
himself to be a brave and capable soldier for which he earned
his promotion to sergeant. For this he earned more stripes, the
tattooing of which was almost as painful as his initial tattoo
into military colours. This was mandatory for all soldiers, and
ensured that they would have no chance of any other career for
the rest of their generally rather short lives.
He was very lucky to have survived the battle which had killed
Joy and separated Sharon from Tracey. The carnage had been indiscriminate
and widespread. At least fifty, and maybe a hundred, soldiers
had actually been machine-gunned down by forces of the Buggery
Army who were under instructions to fire on any retreating soldiers.
The press of soldiers attempting to escape the bloodshed behind
them into the guns of the army's rear guard would have been greater
if the Gomorran jet planes hadn't been so thorough in their carpet
bombing of the Buggery army encampment. Had the Gomorrans been
less efficient, it was unlikely that the sergeant would still
be alive.
Buggery military life was harsh and unremitting, and, true to
the general policies of the Kingdom, as humiliating and brutal
for the soldiers as it was for the citizenry they were defending.
Once in military tattoos, clothes were banned, and as a result
of injections, pills and masturbation (sometimes mutual), soldiers
were expected to maintain an erection at most times. Particularly
during battle and inspections. The thinking was that a sexually
aroused soldier was necessarily an effective one. The sergeant
was uncertain as to the truth of this, but he knew that his own
prick was at its greatest state of arousal during combat. Slaying,
fucking, being fucked: all were part of the excitement of war.
And he could vouch that it certainly scared the fuck out of the
Gomorrans to be faced by massed erections, occasionally squirting
out semen as they made the kill.
Women were rarely pressed into military service, and those few
rarely survived very days, even if they were never caught up in
combat. However, sex was such an integral part of life in Buggery
that soldiers were expected to have sex with each other. Anal
intercourse was encouraged and even enforced. However, rank had
to be respected. Higher ranks could fuck anyone of lower rank:
and did so with appetite and arbitrariness. Lower ranks could
only fuck those of the same rank as themselves or lower. A colonel
could fuck a corporal, but a corporal could never stick his prick
up a colonel's anus however much he wanted to (or the colonel
might actually like it). Life in the army was a man's life, but
not a life for a man who was choosy about his sexual partners.
When the sergeant left, Sweetness and Sharon would be left alone
in the shadows of the tent: sometimes left very much in the dark
when it was nightfall. Although Sharon insisted to Sweetness that
she was no fucking dyke, (something which she wasn't sure Sweetness
really understood), she sought out Sweetness' hand to clasp and
didn't complain too much as she stroked her ankle or arm or whatever
little of her that she could reach. Besides, Sweetness was still
grieving the loss of Joy. It was difficult for Sharon to understand
how a girl like her, who might even be quite attractive had she
the chance of gaining weight on her emaciated body, could ever
find much pleasure in the crippled disfigured body of her deceased
lover. Sometimes Sharon's mind cast back to the days before she
and Tracey arrived in Buggery. Squalid though their life had been,
it was paradise compared to her the dilemma of her current confinement.
XIII
Tracey and Buttercup wandered along in the dark Gomorran landscape,
their shadows cast forward by the light of the nearly full moon,
able to see that on this side of the border as on the other there
was evidence of the detritus of war. They were both very tired
and both felt thoroughly abused. Buttercup was finding the pain
between her legs a particular agony for which she was grateful
for Tracey's devoted love, as she grasped her lover's hand. Tracey
herself tried to keep out of her mind both her feeling of relief
that she hadn't been blown to pieces by mines on the Buggery side
of the border and her apprehension that it might still happen
on the Gomorran side. She didn't know what she'd expected on arrival
in Gomorrah, but she knew it hadn't been yet more of this anxious
loneliness and fear, and this feeling that she had left one hell
only to arrive in another which so far promised no better than
that which they'd left. The pain in her own vagina and arse, though
less than that of the more absolutely abused Buttercup, still
made her feel weak and helpless.
Eventually, after several hours of directionless wandering away
from the border, the two girls had to succumb to their exhaustion.
They moved out of the open air, where at least they could see
where they were, into the forbidding shadows of a copse, where
a crater and the remains of a fire-bombed jeep reminded them that
war was still not that far behind them. They rested together,
relying on each other for warmth and comfort, each being a pillow
for the other's weary head, too exhausted for Tracey to make love
to Buttercup: an ambition which had so often surfaced in her thoughts
as she admired her lover. And soon they were asleep, too exhausted
to care anymore. Occasionally, Tracey thought of Sharon. Was her
friend even alive? She wondered. Or had she been brutally raped
and murdered by the Gomorran soldiers as she'd witnessed them
treat the Buggery soldier?
Tracey was awoken by Buttercup, who was gently stroking her hair.
She lifted herself up on her elbow and looked around her in the
bright sunlight at the desolate, parched countryside, initially
convinced that she was still in Buggery, and that her memories
of the day before had been nothing but an unpleasant nightmare.
Buttercup kissed her sadly, but lovingly. Despite her anxiety,
Tracey smiled. "At least we're still alive."
Buttercup returned the smile, on a face whose beauty was badly
marred by a growing bruise on her cheek and a cut just above her
eye. She glanced down at her crotch, where Tracey could see a
small trickle of blood that had emerged from her vagina. "Not
just alive," Buttercup said with a sadness,. "but together!"
She sat up, and grasped her knees between her arms, slightly shuddering
from a despair that Tracey recognised in herself. "Now, we've
got to make a new life together in Gomorrah. And first we've got
to find some other people. And just hope that they aren't as brutal
as the border guards."
Despite their weariness and hunger, the two girls lifted themselves
up, and walked out into the open. Behind them they could see the
line of the border defences and, beyond, the battered landscape
of Buggery. Ahead was just more desolate, broken ground, broken
by the odd copse and decaying tree, and no evidence of human settlement.
But they walked on, their feet aching on the harsh uneven ground,
their skin burning in the morning heat, and their hands clasped
desperately together.
It was only after several hours of wandering, broken occasionally
by rests on the odd boulder, where Tracey felt acutely her lack
of cigarettes, that they came to anything that resembled habitation.
And a sorry squalid landscape it was too. A kind of shanty town
of tents and buildings of cardboard and corrugated iron. And amongst
it they could see the odd figure wandering naked amongst the buildings.
As they got closer, they realised that all the figures they could
see were women, all of them naked and all looking a little scruffy
even in their nudity.
Buttercup bravely approached one woman, letting go of Tracey's
hand, who reluctantly relinquished her grip. The woman had long
poorly combed hair to her waist, a very hairy vagina which stood
out as a broad triangle of fur between her legs, and had shaved
neither her legs nor under her arms. She made the two girls seem
peculiarly even more naked than she, with the short stubble of
hair on their own vaginas, and the slowly growing hair on the
rest of their body.
"Greetings," said Buttercup. "We're refugees from
Buggery. We're looking for somewhere to live."
The woman looked at them without surprise, and not especially
welcomingly. "I guessed as much. You're not the first refugees
to come this way. And I guess you've also been made suitably welcome
by the border guards." She brushed her nose with the back
of her hand, leaving a small smudge on her nose. "Heaven
knows why you should come here. To Gomorrah. There are women from
Gomorrah who are so desperate to leave, that they become refugees
in Buggery. But at least you're alive. And you've still got all
your limbs, I see. You don't know how lucky you are. Many refugees
who come here, came off much worse for wear than you have."
"Can you help us? Do you know anyone who can give us food
and shelter?" persisted Buttercup, despite this rather unencouraging
introduction.
"Yeah. Sure. I know how to help. But don't think I can help
that much! I don't know what you foreigners expected, but you're
not gonna find much luxury here."
She led them through a maze of tightly packed huts and make-shift
dwellings to a rather larger wooden shack near the centre of the
settlement. They walked past small dogs, innumerable chickens
and several cows and goats; along paths worn down by feet; past
other women similarly naked and unshaven. This was a village in
desperate need of a hairdresser, Tracey reflected. She was also
aware that there were no shops or even market stalls. What sort
of dump was this? The woman left the two girls outside the shack
while she went in. "I won't be long," she promised.
A few minutes later she emerged with another woman who was probably
in her early forties, and who, like all the other women they'd
seen, was naked, hairy and unkempt. She had a proud bush of hair
obscuring her crotch which crept onto her thighs and half the
way to her navel. Her dark brown hair was long and bushy, and
showed no evidence of having seen a brush or comb. She smiled
at the two girls with rather more warmth than the woman they'd
first met.
"Hello. Glad to meet you. I'm Delta Seven Oh Nine Three,
but you can call me Delta. I've been elected Welfare Officer for
our village. I guess you're refugees here. Come inside out of
the sun. Please."
Buttercup and Tracey followed Delta, lowering their heads as they
passed through the rather low door. The room inside was very sparsely
decorated, with just a wooden frame bed and a few cushions scattered
about on the floor. Delta sat on the edge of the bed and signalled
to the girls that they should recline on the cushions.
"So?" Asked Delta after the formalities of introduction
were over. "What brings you to Gomorrah?"
Delta did not appear at all surprised at Buttercup's account of
why she had escaped from Buggery, but was quite startled when
she discovered that Tracey had been a tourist. She needed a little
explanation as to what a tourist was. It was clearly neither a
word nor a concept familiar to her.
"So people from your country regularly travel to other countries
and then leave after only a week or two. And you visit places
like Buggery. I don't think we have any 'tourists' in Gomorrah.
In fact, we don't have many visitors at all. Gomorrah's a kind
of international pariah. I don't believe it has very many foreign
friends at all."
"Why's that? Is it a horrible regime like Buggery?"
wondered Tracey.
"Well, in fact it's a democracy. And quite a free democracy.
But women aren't allowed to vote, and whichever government comes
in seems to compete with each other to maintain the state of sexual
apartheid which distinguishes this country."
"Sexual apartheid?" queried Tracey who'd never heard
of the word before. "What's that mean? Is it some kind of
kinky perversion?"
Delta frowned. "You seriously don't know what it means? But
that's why no one in the world recognises the Gomorran Republic.
It's when women don't have any rights, and men have all the rights
they care to elect for themselves."
"Rights?" wondered Buttercup who was having quite different
difficulties in understanding what Delta was going on about.
"You know: the right to own property; the right to vote in
state or local elections; the right to education; the right to
roam freely without help or hindrance; the right to travel on
men only public transport or to enter men only zones; the right
to bear and bring up your own children; the right to protection
by the law from abuse and harassment; the right to be treated
the same as a man."
"You mean you have to rights for all that?" wondered
Tracey whose knowledge of politics was limited to knowing who
the prime minister was, and even then she wasn't always sure.
"I thought that was just natural."
"It obviously is where you come from. And it's because women
in Gomorrah don't have rights that all the other governments in
the world won't ever talk to the Gomorran government or even recognise
its right to exist. We don't have the rights to possess anything:
not clothes, not land, not anything. They just about tolerate
us living in villages like this, because otherwise all the women
would die from exposure and starvation. And then the men wouldn't
be able to have sex, bear children or have cheap labour. And even
then there are some who'd begrudge us even this much."
"So, how do you live?"
"Well. We can live off the common land, which is all the
crap land that the men don't want. We can sell our bodies. And
we can work in the factories and as servants doing all the chores
which men think are beneath them. But we have to be careful where
we go and what we say. And we mustn't ever complain. That's about
it. Anything else we do is strictly speaking illegal."
"What sort of things are they?"
"There are unofficial schools which we've set up to educate
the girls as soon as they're dumped on us. Which is from birth,
where they just get left on the ground for us to find and look
after. The boys, of course, are immediately looked after by the
state. No one knows who their real mothers and fathers are. Once
a woman's given birth, she's turfed out of the state hospital
and expected to fend for herself. There are unofficial committees
which look after our own welfare, and make sure women aren't left
to die when they're ill or disabled. There are unofficial hospitals,
unofficial local governments and unofficial housing committees.
We women look after ourselves. After all, if the men won't do
it for us, who else is there for us to turn to except ourselves?"
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