I'm spent.........I can't apologize anymore.........so I'm done......



Artist: Poison
Title: Every Rose Has Its Thorn


we both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside

Was it something i said or something i did
Did my words not come out right
Though i tried not to hurt you
Though i tried
But i guess that's why they say

Chorus:
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Yeah it does

I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the dj say loves a game of easy come and
Easy go
But i wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this

And i know that you'd be here right now
If i could have let you know somehow
I guess

Chorus

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
But the scar, that scar remains

Solo

I know i could have saved a love that night
If i'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways

But now i hear you found somebody new
And that i never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess

Chorus

__________________
Minds are like parachutes. They only work when they are open.

~Thomas Dewar~

Um.............Well...............Just had to do it!



Artist: Ramones
Album: Greatest Hits Live
Title: I Wanna Be Sedated


Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go
I wanna be sedated
Nothing to do
Nowhere to go
I Wanna be sedated
Just get me to the airport
And put me on a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can't control my fingers
can't control my brain
Oh no oh no
Just put me in a wheelchair
And get me to the show
Hurry hurry hurry before I go loco
I can't control my fingers
I can't control my toes
Oh no oh no

__________________
Minds are like parachutes. They only work when they are open.

~Thomas Dewar~

I am in an interesting mood as my choice of songs for the night will reflect


Just Drop Dead


Okay, where the hell you been
Said that you've been hanging with your cute girlfriend
Then I get a call
Kinda woke me up
Set they saw you chillin' with this young little fuck (what?)

I was kinda dazed and maybe confused
Never would expected this terrible news
Not only were you kissin'
It's who you been dissin'
You was playin' me out
Now you better listen

What the fuck is going on?
Who the fuck do you think you are? (Bitch)
Cause for alarm (What?)
Put up with your shit
Begging me to stay
Even though you run your fucking mouth every day
I ain't some punk ass dealing with your drunk ass
Yeah you might be fine but you crossed the fucking line (Yeah)
Now there's no returning this lesson that you're learning
Pulling down them panties and leave your ass burning

Cause I deserve more
I deserve more
You act like a whore
So just drop dead
Just drop dead

Rewind, back to the start (Go!)
When we got together, I gave you my heart
You made a few mistakes
But that's how it goes
And every time I broke up
You gave my ass a rose
Saying that you're sorry
And I'm the only one
Believe you like a chump while you were having fun
I was feeling lonely
While you were with your homie
Ain't that a bitch
Now you boy can blow me

What the fuck is going on?
Who the fuck do you think you are? (Bitch)
Cause for alarm (What?)
Put up with your shit
Begging me to stay
Even though you run your fucking mouth every day
I ain't some punk ass dealing with your drunk ass
Yeah you might be fine but you crossed the fucking line (Yeah)
Now there's no returning this lesson that you're learning
Pulling down them panties and leave your ass burning

Cause I deserve more
I deserve more
You act like a whore
So just drop dead
Cause I deserve more
I deserve more
You act like a whore
So just drop dead

With love, there's lust, then blood, and guts
Your touch, my crutch
I trust you way too much
With love, there's lust, then blood, and guts
Your touch, my crutch
I trust you way too much

You gotta lot of fucking nerve
You think this is a fucking tennis match (Bitch!)
Time for me to serve
I'm John MacEnroe
Ready for me hoe
It's 15-0, where the fuck you gonna go
Where the fuck you gonna go
Where the fuck you gonna go

What the fuck is going on?
Who the fuck do you think you are? (Bitch)
Cause for alarm (What?)
Put up with your shit
Begging me to stay
Even though you run your fucking mouth every day
I ain't some punk ass dealing with your drunk ass
Yeah you might be fine but you crossed the fucking line (Yeah)
Now there's no returning this lesson that you're learning
Pulling down them panties and leave your ass burning

Cause I deserve more
I deserve more
You act like a whore
So just drop dead
Cause I deserve more
I deserve more
You act like a whore
So just drop dead
Just drop dead

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
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Angry Johnny~ Poe

Johnny, Angry Johnny, this is Jezebel in Hell
I wanna kill you, I wanna blow you...away

I can do it you gently
I can do it with an animal's grace
I can do it with precision
I can do it with gormet taste

Chorus:
But either way
Either (way), either way
I wanna kill you
I wanna blow you...
Away

I can do it to your mind
I can do it to your face
I can do it with integrity
I can do it with disgrace

Chorus

Johnny, Angry Johnny, this is Jezebel in Hell
Johnny, Angry Johnny, this is Jezebel in Hell

I can do it in a church
I can do it any time or place
I can do it like an angel
To quiet down your rage

Chorus

I can do it in the water
I can do on dry land
I can do it with instruments
I can do it with my own bare hands

But either way
Either way, you know where it stands
I wanna kill you
I wanna blow you...
Away

Johnny, Angry Johnny, this is Jezebel in Hell
Johnny, oh my Johnny

Where did your pleasure go
When the pain came through you
Where did your happiness go
This force is running you around now
Getting you down now
Where is your pleasure now Johnny
Where has your pleasure gone now

Johnny, Angry Johnny...

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

Everything About You
Ugly Kid Joe
______

I, hate the rain and sunny weather
And I, hate the beach and mountains too
(and) I don't like a thing about the city, no, no
And I, I, I, hate the country side too!

And I, hate everything about you!
...everything about you!

I don't like a thing about your mother
And I, I hate your daddy's guts too
I, don't like a thing about your sister
'cause I, I, I, think sex is overrated too.

And I, get sick when I'm around, I, can't stand to be around
I, hate everything about you!

everything about you, everything about you, everything about
you

Some say I got a bad attitude
But that don't change the way I feel about you
And if you think this might be bringing me down
Look again cause I ain't wearin' no frown!

I don't really care about your sister
Fuck the little bitch 'cause I already kissed her

One thing that I did to your lady
Put her on the bed and she didn't say maybe
I know you know everybody knows
The way it comes, the way it's gonna' go

You think it's sad
And that's too bad
'cause I'm havin'
A ball hatin'
Every little thing about you!

Everything about you, everything about
I get sick when I'm around
I can't stand to be around
I hate everything about you

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

don't know why this one has popped up after all those grudge fuck songs but I am sure glad it did

Romeo's Tune~ Steve Forbert


[color= darkorchid]Meet me in the middle of the day
let me hear you say everything's okay
bring me southern kisses from your room

Meet me in the middle of the night
let me hear you say everything's alright
let me smell the moon in your perfume

Gods and years will rise and fall
and there's always something more
It's lost in talk, I waste my time
and it's all been said before

While further down behind the masquerade the tears are there
I don't ask for all that much I just want someone to care

Meet me in the middle of the day
let me hear you say everything's okay
come on out beneath the shining sun

Meet me in the middle of the night
let me hear you say everything's alright
sneak on out beneath the stars and run

It's king and queen and we must go down behind the chandelier
where I won't have to speak my mind and you won't have to hear
shreds of news and afterthoughts and complicated scenes
we'll huddle down and hide behind the light and fade like magazines

Meet me in the middle of the day
let me hear you say everything's okay
let me see you smiling back at me

Meet me in the middle of the night
let me hear you say everything's alright
hold me tight where love and loving's free[/color]

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

Paul Westerberg---Sunshine




Sunshine go away today
Don't feel much like dancing
Some man's gone he's trying to run my life
Don't know what he's asking

He tells me I better get in line
I can't hear what he's saying
When I grow up I'm gonna make him mine
Please help dude I'm in pain

How much does it cost?
I'll buy it
The time is all we lost
I'll try it

He can't even run his own life
Be damned if he'll run mine
Sunshine

Sunshine go away today
I don't feel much like dancing
Some man's gone he's trying to run my life
Don't know what he's asking
When working starts to make me wonder to wear
The feats are what I do, I'm going
He says in love and war all is fair
He's got cards he ain't showing

How much does it cost?
I'll buy it
The time is all we lost
I'll try it

He can't even run his own life
Be damned if he'll run mine
Sunshine
Sunshine go away today
I can't feel much like singing
And this old world, she's gonna turn around
The brand new bells will be a-ringing

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

You Make Loving Fun~Fleetwood Mac


Sweet wonderful you,
You make me happy with the things you do,
Oh, can it be so,
This feeling follows me wherever I go.

I never did believe in miracles,
But I've a feeling it's time to try.
I never did believe in the ways of magic,
But I'm beginning to wonder why.

Don't, don't break the spell,
It would be different and you know it will,
You, you make loving fun,
And I don't have to tell you you're the only one.

You make loving fun.
You make loving fun.

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

The Longest Time - Billy Joel

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time

If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more than I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more than I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time

__________________
Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.

Meet Me Half Way
Kenny Loggins


In a lifetime
Made of memories
I believe
In destiny

Every moment returns again in time
When I’ve got the future on my mind
Know that you’ll be the only one

Meet me halfway
Across the sky
Out where the world belongs
To only you and i

Meet me halfway
Across the sky
Make this a new beginning of another life.

In a lifetime
There is only love
Reaching for the lonely one

We are stronger when we are given love
When we put emotions on the line
Know that we are the timeless ones

Meet me halfway
Across the sky
Out where the world belongs
To only you and i

Meet me halfway
Across the sky
Make this a new beginning of another life.

<instrumental interlude>

Meet me halfway
Across the sky
Out where the world belongs
To only you and i

Meet me halfway
Across the sky
Make this a new beginning of another life.

__________________


"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, then let it, and if you have to wait for what you really want, take the time because nobody said that life would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it." ~ Unknown author

Unmade~ Massivivid


I've no illusion who I am this lightning shard of me
cuts itself into reality
You look into my skin and pull me inside out
right here in front of me today
I'm running faster not in fear, but because my legs won't
stop
You've broken me so fierce I fear my sanity's been
shattered to a thousand
tiny drops
today
and if You have the time won't You make nothing out of
me
would You be so kind as to make nothing out of me
If I could speak weak enough to speak the weakness of
my soul
I'd cease to speak at all
Here is the holy ground
the bush is burning now, but I dissolve today
the cage is opened now, You've pulled the doors and
called to me
still I want to be set free

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

Still~ Commodores ( in serious need of a pair of arms around me, slow dancing)


Baby, morning’s just a moment
And I will argue once again
You laughed at me
You said you’d never need me again
I wonder if you need me now

So many dreams that float away
So many words we didn’t say
Two people lost in a storm
Where did we go, where’d we go

Lost what we couldn’t find
You know we laid each other down
But then most of all
I do love you still

We played the games that people play
We made our mistakes along the way
Somehow I know deep in my heart
You need me ‘cause I needed you

So desperately
We were too blind to see
But then most of all
I do love you still

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
<~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

Look Away~ Chicago

Well, you called me up this morning
Told me 'bout the new love that you found
Said, "I'm happy for you. I'm really happy for you."
Found someone else, I guess I won't be coming 'round
I guess it's over, baby
It's really over, baby,
And from what you're saying
I know you've gotten over me
It'll never be the way it used to be
So if it's gotta be this way
Don't worry, baby, I can take the news okay

But if you see me walking by, and the tears are in my eyes,
Look away, baby, look away.
If we meet on the street some day, and I don't know what to say,
Look away, baby, look away.
Don't look at me, I don't want you to see me this way.

When we both agreed as lovers
We were better off as friends
That's how it had to be
Yeah, that's how it had to be
I tell you I'm fine, but sometimes I just pretend
Wish you were holding me, wish you were still holding me,
I just never thought
That I would be replaced so soon
I wasn't prepared to hear those words from you
I know I wanted to be free
Yeah, baby this is how we wanted it to be

But if you see me walking by, and the tears are in my eyes,
Look away, baby, look away.
And if we meet on the street some day, and I don't know what to say,
Look away, baby, look away.
Don't look at me, I don't want you to see me this way.

If you see me walking by, and the tears are in my eyes,
Look away, baby, look away.
And if we meet on the street some day, and I don't know what to say,
Look away, baby, look away.
Don't look at me, I don't want you to see me this way.

If you see me walking by, and the tears are in my eyes,
Look away, baby, look away.Don't look at me, I don't want you to see me.

Well, you called me up this morning
Told me 'bout the new love that you found
I said, "I'm happy for you. I'm really happy for you."

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

Rest In Pieces~ Saliva


Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine _ You look so beautiful tonight
Remind me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away
And let me rest in pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands
But could you find it in your heart?
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away
And let me rest in pieces

__________________

The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
<~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

Come on Over
Olivia Newton-John
(Barry Gibb/Robin Gibb)

If my life gets like a jigsaw
With the pieces out of place,
Come on over
Put a smile back on my face.
And if all my bad days came at once
You would know just what to do.
Come on over
Baby, you would see me through.

And if you think I need you
Come on over.
Bring your love around.
You can dry away my tears.
And if you think I need you
Come on over.
Lay your body down
You know I will be here.
So bring your love around.

When I cannot see in front of me
And I know my darkest day,
Come on over
You can take it all away.

And if you think I need you
Come on over.
Bring your love around.
You can wipe away my tears.
And if you think I need you
Come on over.
Lay your body down.
You know I will be here.
So bring your love around.

If you think,
If you think I need you,
Come on over.

__________________


"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, then let it, and if you have to wait for what you really want, take the time because nobody said that life would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it." ~ Unknown author