I remember touching myself when I was an early teenager, and even though it felt good, I didn't know that I was even supposed to reach an orgasm. It wasn't until I had been "married" and had a child that I discovered true masturbation. I enjoyed masturbation in secrecy for almost 20 years. I have finally found the love of my life, and love being able to masturbate openly, and like talking about it with other people. It's normal...why do we hide?!