hello people...

I've recently lost my virginity with my first real boyfriend, whom I love very much.
at first it seemed impossible for him to go all the way cause it hurt and bled a little, but we kept at it and now it doesnt hurt AT ALL. actually, that's maybe the problem.

It's going TOO smoothly in...i can hardly feel it...now ladies, he's my first so I can't really compare and there are some positions where I can feel him more, but is it usually like that? or does it hurt a bit?

I'm surprised its going so smoothly cause usually at first it hurts a bit doesn't it? from the way it seems, he's pretty normal size!

help me figure out if its normal not to feel it as much in missionary position. (by the way, legs up position is wonderful!!)

thanks!