Ok, here's the deal. I'm an 18 year old Bisexual male who has been lucky enough to find my soulmate even at this young age. We love each other completely and are certain that we will be together until death takes one of us away. We have an average sex life for a married couple. We have sex 2-3 times a week, have tried about every position possible, and have the time tested ability to work through things. We've shared our fantasies with each other and recently got on the subject of sex toys, more specifically strap ons.

Seeing as how I am Bi I've always had a certain sweetspot for cocks. I love them! I love the way that they can be so soft while being so hard and strong. I've always fantasized about giving head and have even found myself so desperate to give head, I would actually suck vibes, dildo, and dongs. All of that certainly does something for me but I never felt satisfied.

I know that I will never be satisfied until I can actually feel a big cock shooting warm salty sperm down my throat. This is where my problem begins. I completely belong to my wife just as she belongs to me. That means that she will never share me with ANYONE plain and simple. We've talked about this for what seems to be dozens of times because I would like to try threesomes (mmf or mff), an orgy, or maybe even swinging.

We have both admitted that me sucking a strap on that she's wearing would be a huge mutual turn on. However, I know that will never be enough and I'm basically looking for advice.

Now I love my wife completely and there is simply no one out there that even holds a candle to her. This is why I know that I would never "Cheat" on her just for a simple experience no matter how much I want it. However, throughout our entire relationship we have tried to fulfill or at least attempt to fulfill every last fantasy each of us have so that we can have as complete of a relationship as possible.

So please, if you have any suggestions on how I can work with my wife to fulfill this fantasy, please give them.