First off Hi as I am new. I need some advice on how to get past feeling like a dirty slut after doing new things with my bf. My ex husband told me I was a sexualy deviant person whenever I suggested something new. The first time I mentioned having anal sex he freaked! Now with my boyfriend we have been together almost 2 years and have just now started experimenting with anal sex and other things. I will say I really enjoy anal but afterwards my ex's words creep into my head and I feel nasty. Because of this I am very hesitant to suggest bringing a girl into the mix. My bf knows that I am attracted to girls and has seen me kiss girls when we go out. I also worry that seeing another girl touch him or vice versa I will freak and never feel the same for him. So how do I get over feeling dirty? Also any past experiences with 3 somes and trust afterwards?

Thanks