i am a straight guy who has been married for the past two years to a wonderfull woman. when i was 14 years old i experimented a little bit with my best freind who is also a guy. we started off by watching porn together and jerking off and soon it progressed to getting eachother off manually and then finally orally. this all lasted for about one year. during this time we both had girlfreinds who did not have any idea what was going on. when we turned 15 he moved far away and since then i have only been with other women. the problem is that i still fantasize about what went on with him. i love having sex with my wife but have noticed that at least half of my fantasies have been about guys. i am not atracted to other men i meet in the street i think it is only their cocks that i think of. when i look back on my prior experiences with my freind i remember how much i liked to suck his cock and would love to again. i do not belive that i am gay because i am not attracted to men on sight but just remember how much i enjoyed sex with my freind. i guess i am asking for the opinoin of anyone who reads this, do you think i am gay, bi or just straight and confused. also i have a very honest relationship with my wife, she tells me everything and i feel bad that i never told her about my freind. do tou think i should tell her about him and my current fantasies. let me know what you think. i really would like to hear from men and women. so either post a reply or just send me an e-mail.

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