Lately I've found that I'm searching thru porn sites in the hopeof getting just a few pictures/movies of someone who looks like my girlfriend. It's not some kind of fantasy about finding her with another wo/man or anything I'm sure, something like that would devastate me. Plus, Most of the pictures I've found so far are of lone women. I'm making myself anxious though as the other day, I found myself in a second hand bookstore looking through porn and erotic photography trying to find a picture.
If my girlfriend knew I was looking thru porn, she would be furious. That's just her thing. I'm assuming I'll grow out of it, I've only been searching with purpose for a week or two.
Has anyone else done this? What are your thoughts and feelings?

ps- here's perhaps the closest one I've found. I'd appreciate it f you could point me in the direction of similar ones!