How the heck did I miss this?

I've just gone from happy anticipation to disappointment in about 3 minutes...my head's still spinning .

Oh Blue.....the deal is that you need to behave copletely selfishly in a MMF? Damn girl, don't be buying any lottery tickets for a while. You've used up your alloted share of luck . Even if it never happened.....just the night you had would be feeding my fantasy factory for years! Fingers crossed for you.

G