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Old 06-27-2004, 11:09 PM
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I am 50/50 and it all depends on the circumstances and what I will do or how I will act at the time. As Dr. Banner has said countless times "You don't want to see me when I am angry".

I see my evil side as a great tool for me to harness for my purposes, but I must always keep it under control and not let the beast out, for he (it) shall take control.

In the present I call upon that side when I need him (it) the most and if I give him (it) to much freedom or influence over my actions things get hairy; I am constantly afraid I will never regain control.

I have done some evil things throughout my life, but mostly when I was younger when I did not know how to control that side.

There are some portions of my life where I can say I was 100% evil. Those times I no longer think of....

I think he (it) is harnessed now but I fear losing control whenever an event arises and I need that side to deal with it. If it wasn’t for my wife and family I would be dead or on the news by now.

Well you asked….
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