I heard someone say the other day that people get depressed because they talk too much negativity. SOMEONE right here on pixies told me that me talking bad about myself was unattractive. I have tried to change that. I am not beautiful or a skinny supermodel, but I like myself. I think I am nice looking tho. It's up to yourself to make YOU happy. Do it, or deal with it. Your life and your future is in your hands. AND to me, it sounds like YOU are just as bad by only looking for beautiful women. Beauty isn't everything. Try finding a friend first and let the love grow from there. It happens, I know. Best of luck.

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~Tainted Love~