welcome MeeShell

what you are dealing with sounds really tuff. i hope it all works out. here's my 2 cents: if your like me and sex is a big part of your relationship, and you two can't connect anymore, it may be time to move on. it's okay to need physical fulfillment along with the emotional and if your not getting either or both, wait for someone who can give you the relationship you deserve. of course, you two should try to work it out. it's never worth it to throw away a relationship without trying to fix it first but don't let sympathy for him get in the way of your needs. good luck!

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