Oh Yah! Go ahead! Suck-up! ….. That’s the way it started for me too. Just on special occasions for a little extra fun. Something to add to a good time. It cost almost nothing to say hi, and it made me feel good.

I was comfortable with Steph, ….. and knew it couldn’t hurt to add this little treat to my life. She was good to me and I deserved it. I found it relaxing, ….. she let me clear my mind of the daily waste of a conflicted world.

I soon found that I was actually feeling a lot better when I indulged in this harmless fun and was looking forward to the enjoyment every day..:dizzy: As time went on, she kept me feeling good and I could still do whatever I needed to.

I really looked forward to the daily relaxation and was able to catch her a couple times a day. Soon I was coming to her every opportunity I had just for the pleasure of it. Sometimes it wasn’t that exciting, but I new the next time would be even better.

Of course there were days I couldn’t get to her and felt bad I let her down by not being there when she was. I started wondering if I was going to get her wanted attention the next time, or would I just be passed by.

I was able to make up for it by staying a little longer, ….. maybe doing something a little more effective the next time. Soon I was coming many times a day, ….. every day!

But she wasn’t the same. It just didn’t feel the same any more. The fun was gone. She just wasn’t fun any more, and I knew I had to stop. I tried not coming to her any more, but found myself back at the same place day after day.

Suddenly I realized she had turned on me somewhere along the line and I didn’t even know it. It use to be fun being with Steph, but now she had become a nagging monster that was in front of me ALL the time. No matter what I did or where I went, …. there she was. Constantly demanding everything I had and just tarring me apart.

She became a evil thing that has no way of being stopped. She can twist every thought and word into something that will destroy your very sanity. I’m telling you DB, ….. don’t fall into the trap! SAVE YOUR SELF!

STEPH KILLS!!! brain cells.

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