I do, but I cannot say there is anyone on TV or things like that for me niether, but then again, I will never look up to those people because they are everything I hate and should not be looked to as role models period.

I have a horrible self perception, maybe for a lot of the same reasons as you Lou, but that is why I have my jesting attitude and probably why I hit the books a little harder and tried to make something of myself.

Lets face it, in a certain number of years we are all unattractive drifts of wrinkling skin slobbering on ourselves, least you will have somewhere to put a napkin so it wont make your crotch look wet.

Oh and Lou...(((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))) )))))), you are one of the best damn people I know.

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