I attempted to perform cunnilingus on my wife while she was sleeping. I just thought it would be a pleasant way to wake up. She was sleeping nude, as usual, and I gently and slowly pulled the covers down to the edge of the bed. Moving so slow I barely jiggled the mattress, I crept up between her slightly parted legs and inhaled her scent deeply. I stuck my tongue out and moved my head very close to her most intimate of areas and the second my tongue grazed her clitoris...she jumped like I hit her with a stun gun! She slammed her legs together and damn near broke my neck while mashing her vagina straight up in the air, smacking my nose in the process. Never again.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.