XxdarkfemmexX,
Firstly I think your pics were really great - not my sort of thing, but much like Lilith I can at least appreciate the sexiness of them. As always, the fact that you're sharing something as private and personal as that makes the pics incredibly sexy. The content is a happy bonus...

As for how to explain it to friends and the like, well given that I don't feel that same turn on I can't really help you much. But I'd guess it's probably some sort of adrenaline rush sparked by the fear, perhaps coupled with the kinky nature of doing something taboo or different. And not forgetting the feel of sharp, cold metal on skin.... exciting, dangerous, powerful...

Are you nuts? I sure hope you are! Normal is soooooo boring! Here you are, a beautiful young lady, adding enough spice to your sex life to put the hottest chile to shame - and I think that's absolutely wonderful!

As long as it's safe, sane and consensual - and enjoyable for the two of you, then please, have truckloads of fun and make sure you keep posting pics!

CasperTG

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