hitatchi, your "ramblings" as you call them made perfect sense. I do not have any magic words for you but continue to communicate with her openly. I would suggest, if she knows you post here at Pixies, to have her read your thread. The fact that you are concerned enough about it to ask others for help shows how much you love her. On a personal level, I have to agree with you that just because you would like to see her with someone else doesn't mean that you love her any less, in a way it shows that you love her even more by wishing to see her satisfied in any and every way possible.

Good luck in your situation and if you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me

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