the first warm weather. it has something to do with the way you breathe i think. going outside and breathing in deep on that first warm day makes me feel really alive and its close to orgasmic, in a spiritual/mental sense i guess.

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I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.