I kissed a guy in a club, behind my bfs back.

I was so drunk I didnt remember til my mate told me.

The guilt was tearing me apart, but i still havent told him. I cant. It would tear his sweet little heart into pieces, I couldnt do that. Yes, I know, I was bad enough to do it in the first place, and Im not blaming the alcohol.

It wasnt even that he wasnt giving me all the love n stuff I needed, cos he is, and was.

I really dont know why I did it, but I wish it hadnt happened.

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I didn't say it was your fault. I said I was going to blame you.