Missy,
First let me say that I'm really sorry to hear about what has happened to you... really.

Second, my first impression was that -as terrible as it may sound- you may be right, he MAY have never truly cared.

I know how devastating something like this can be -it happened to me. I also know that things have a way of working themselves out. My situation has turned around 180 degrees...

Missy, feel free to PM me if you'd like and I'll be willing to discuss what happened to me and how I dealt with it.

Peace be with you in the meantime.

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