Killing oneself may appear to be an act of selfishness to many, but the act is when a person, who is very ill, can no longer cope with living, cannot face another day or moment and feels there is no hope for them......I understand why someone would resort to suicide and I cannot imagine how low one must be to be so irrational to commit such a horrible thing to themselves and their families. They are not able to see any other recourse and that is so damn sad. Most relatives get angry at their loved one who does this and it is part of the five stages of grief, but what most don't do is consider how absolutely rotten life has become for their family member.....

Your doing the right thing by venting about this dm....it's those that aren't talking and just falling deeper in their illness you have watch.....but wtf do I know lol.

Time to adjust your meds my friend and do some talking to someone!!! Good luck!