ryker: I believe you're right. Although it's really hard to help one's self at times. Sometimes we are all slaves to our nature and to our lust for life. Okay so many here who really know me are saying my lust for life has nothing to do with it. It's my "lust for other things" that is the problem

The sitch is--Back before I was dating kyttn. I had a nice 3some with my ex and one of her relatives. It was an awesome time. The problem at the time was I was totally into my ex's relative. Factor in her S/O which is on and off. More off than on and my addiction to fruit.....the Forbidden kind and we have a major problem.

The mantra I was given in my group meetings is as follows-- "CANDY IS DANDY BUT CAUSES CAVITIES."

__________________
Deep into that darkness peering,
long I stood there, wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams
no mortal ever dreamed before.