And back for a less depressing 3 things (hopefully) than my last ^

1) That last post of mine is not something that is ever easy for me to talk about, but I've found that just talking about it makes it easier to deal with

2) It is something that I've gotten help with, but the medications never worked for me and going through 5 councilors in 2 years made me decide that therapy wasn't for me

3) The 2 years of therapy (and I'm not faulting any of my councilors, just the "business" that employed them) were helpful, the councilors were able to give me an ability to recognize when the depressions are coming on (or those suicidal urges) and gave me a way of coping with those times until they pass. I just wish that I'd've been able to just stick to one councilor instead getting shifted around.

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To those that understand, I extend my hand. To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am!