wyndhy, you're in my prayers and I have no doubts you will beat this. You're not allowed to reach the clearing at the end of the path for many many years.

Long days and pleasant nights.

Love ya!

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Put me on wheels and I'll turn tricks.

Clever? Nah, I ran out of that years ago. But if you find this, let me know, k?
"The road goes ever on..." ~ Tolkien

In memory of my friend skip...
Go then, there are other worlds than these