Well the only advise I can give is from personal experience...


Take baby steps...

1. Crawl into bed and cry. I mean really cry like you did when you were a baby.

2. Sleep cause if you dont give your body time to recover from the cry you will have a head ache.

3.Pull yourself out of bed and get in the shower, and if you need to cry some more. Then get out and clean your self up. Shave your face, put cologne on and comb your hair. Call a good friend and see if they would like to join you on an outing...walking, going to a bar, or just a cup of coffee someplace you have never been with her. Something to get you out of the house. Promise yourself you wont talk about anything remotely involving her. Even if you see a flower, a brick. a piece of paper or something reminds you of her dont say anything just smile and keep going.

4. Try not to talk to her...that seems to help more in getting out of the rut that you find yourself in. Since you talked with her today, dont talk to her tommorrow, and if you MUST then call the next day....and not the next. Put more time in between the times you call and that will make it easier too.
You seem to be talking out of anger now to her and that wont be good for either of you...your just hurting yourself and her.


Life goes on. It may take some time but it will get easier. The person you were ment to be with is waiting for you to get out there and find them. But you have to get over this...it is a process...we all have to just go through it bit by bit....each day it will get easier to breathe and find something good about the day.


Just my thoughts/I hope they help.

Been there done that.
Natalie

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