I know that I cycle, but it goes with my Bi-polar disorder. feeling human to the mania stage--sex sex sex, wanna wanna wanna. Feeling the slide and wallowing in my depression stage--sex??? what is that??? do I have to?

I think that Mayhem can really tell when I am in a mania, because I just want to eat him up, touch and lick and taste every inch of yummy flesh on that man. I think he knows that it is just best to lay back and hold on and just let me do my thing.

Then when I am not feeling so spectacular, and we have sex anyway, I'm sure that in the back of his mind he thinks that playing with a loaf of bread is more fun.

losing weight also makes me feel horny