I'm sorry to hear that maddy dislikes New England. Not because I love New England, but because I hate hearing anyone is unhappy. (((maddy)))

I gave up trying to sleep in bed after laying there for two hours, and went downstairs to watch tv. Finally dozed off around 3:30 and got a whopping four hours of crappy sleep. Yaaaaaay! Gonna be a great day! I can FEEL IT! ha ha

I'm tired and sore, but still in a very good mood.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.