I really appreciate the offers. I do have someone in my life I could talk to about it, but he's got enough going on in his life, I don't want to burden him with this stuff too. The thing I'm having the most difficulty with is I knew there was a chance I was pregnant, but I still let myself get overly stressed about things that shouldnt have stressed me. So right now I'm blaming myself for it happening. I could have prevented it by just calming down and doing yoga or something, but I didn't. I just don't know how to get over the guilt, even with my best friend telling me it wasn't my fault... I just cant stop feeling guilty and disgusted with myself.