I gave into my desires for man sex about a year ago or so, I always had the fantasies about sex with men. Even while in the Army I would sneak a peek at the other guys in the shower and wonder.

So last year I took the plunge for the first time. I put adds on different sites and e mailed and IM's with guys and finally I started e mailing a guy from Madison. He and I mailed back and forth and IM'd each other. Then I got the chance to go to Madison for a few days on Business. I sent him an e mail right away he mailed right back and asked for my cell number. I was a bit hesitant at first but sent it to him.


About an hour later my phone rang, and I didn't recognize the number. I answered it and it was Bill my e mail friend. He is a white man about my age and married too. I spoke to him for about 20 minutes and told him when i would be in town, we made a date.

iwent to Madison and went to my meetings and then checked into my hotel, I called Bill's number and left a message. I went to take a shower and get cleaned up. When I got out my phone was ringing, I answered it quickly. Bill called me back. I gave him my hotel info and said i would meet him in the bar.

I quickley dressed made sure I shaved again, I was nervous not knowing what to expect. I went to the bar and ordered a soda. I waited what seemed like forever, it was probably about a half hour. I saw a man come in he had brown hair and was about 6 ft tall. wearing glasses. Since I was the only one there he walked over and asked my name I said "Gus" he replied he was Bill. We shook hands and he sat down. We chatted awhile and got to know each other. It was kind of odd because I think we both knew what we wanted, but we skirted around it.

Finally I had to ask him if he wanted to move up to my room and get comfortable He said that was fine, he said his wife expected him home around 9 or 10. We went to my room and he asked what kind of experiences I had, I told him none. We got to the room and we got comfortable, he asked what I liked I said oral and wanted to eventually try anal. He sid I should try and go slow at first. He asked if I had ever kissed a man and I said no, so he sat next to me and started to kiss my neck and chin, finally moving up to my mouth. All the years of keeping it inside burst out, I felt his lips on mine and felt his tongue tracing my lips. I stuck my tongue out to meet his and sucked it into my mouth. Here I was french kissing a man and I was liking it.

We made out, fondling each other kissing each other, I started to unbutton his shirt and kiss his chest, I moved my hands don his warm skin. He was undoing my clothes. I had to stand up and almost rip my clothes off, I kissed his stomach my hand was onhis crotch, he was hard and about 8 inches and thick, my own cock was as stiff as it ever was. He asked if I wanted to go further and I said god yes. He stood infront of mee and I undid his pants and let them fall, His cock was right in front of my face, i looked at it held it in my hand.

He said " go ahead" kiss it, I did he said "open your mouth, and use your tongue" I licked his cock tasting my first cock, i held his balls and licked it from head to root swirling my tongue around it. I took it in my mouth and swirled my tongue around the head my mouth was full of saliva and I was tasting pre cum for the first time and I loved it.

He held my head as I did this I felt in his power knowing i had put myself there. he had me stop and he sat next to me and kissed me sticking his tongue in my mouth. He then gently pushed me back onto the bed and maneuvered himself so that we were in a 69 posistion. I watched him take my cock into his mouth and it felt wonderful. Oh my I never felt this good, and with his cock right infront of me I started to suck it again licking it bobbing my head on it. His mouth on my cock felt wonderful. I did not last long, i could feel myself getting close and I told him so, he didn't stop he just kept going, I felt myself erupt into his mout god it felt great, it was the best orgasm I had in years It seemed i kept shooting and he kept swallowing.

I went back to sucking his cock like it was life itself, he started to tense up too, I sucked that much harder bobbing my head on his shaft Ifelt it comming as he erupted in my mouth flooding it with his cum. he had a huge load , spurting 6 or 7 times I swallowed as much as I could some leaked out, I reluctantly let his softening cock escape from my mouth. He moved around to face me and once again french kissed me with my cum still in his mouth as we swapped cum I knew that i was hooked on cock and cum and would be.


He stayed until nine that night and came the next night too. We meet every once in a while when i go to Madison. Yes he did finally take my ass too, but I will save that for later.