Went back to work after 5 days off.................still hate the place.

Still bumming over not getting to PAGAN 08.

Craving frozen treats. There is these fruit chiller things that are really yummy.

i have been on the phone all morning making appointments. fucking hate it. i can get though everything with a smile and then i hit a roadblock with my insurance company and i break down in tears. so frustrating

i told the ladies in the pta today so i could pass off some of my committee stuff, and they are going to organize a meal drop off and babysitting when and if we need it. such a fantastic group of people!

i quit smoking. well, i'm trying. only two smokes today. yay me!

I had the crappiest workout ever yesterday

I had dinner with a friend and Mr Osuche in the City

It's time for me to go back on a diet...aggressively

1) Am flying solo this week as the Mrs. is out of town on business

2) My new work laptop arrived today but I am not looking forward to all the work to set it up.

3) Something you don't see everyday: two Air Force jets flying over my house, one refueling the other

I'm making progress with yoga.

I woke up wishing I didn't have to go to my job ever again. This is becoming a daily thing.

Did some retail therapy tonight. Wheee!

I'm looking at eleven straight days of work from today as I am filling in for someone on my regular days off while they do a vacation.

I spent a day, wild night and morning with a lady I made acquaintance from another site that left me tired, hungover, a bit sore and slightly melancholy as I was reminded of how nice it feels to wake up next to someone's body...and now I'm partly wishing I could've had that feeling for more than just a day.

It's the end of July and I feel like I accomplished very little.

I went laminating today :hot:

I talked to someone I think the world of on the phone. :fone:

I'm an Tigger with Eeyore tendencies

I said what I was thinking and feeling today

There may be hope

I'm wishing a good friend was with me now.

This melancholia is fucking with my appetite.

I saw quite a few beautiful women coming to work on the subway today that made me heart sing. And sigh.

I need to cure my melancholia and laziness by immersing myself in the healing powers of sexual expression and sensual creativity.

1) I just had a long convo with a person about finding and saving baby squirrels only to have one fall 30 feet into my yard today.

2) My kids learned a lesson about doing whatever you can to preserve life.

3) I went shoe shopping this morning which always puts me in the mood for kinky sex.

I was called a nice tall attractive French girl by my boss's brother today :D

I was filmed for a documentary this afternoon. I hope I didn't have too much dirt on my face.

I am looking forward to seeing my man later :D

I am just about to leave work.

Flutelady and I have a date tonight.

I am on day 2 of a weight loss program, ughh!

~ According to some online test, my brain works as though it is 26 years old. :p

~ According to my doctors, my lungs work like they are 80 years old. :(

~ I'm going to relax and watch a new episode of Monk in a little bit. :nana:

1) I hit the gym hard today...4 miles on the treadmill, 30 mins of free weights at a brisk pace. :nana:

2) I needed #1 cause I was frustrated as hell with my new work laptop. Don't get me wrong...it's a great laptop...but there's a new IT policy at my company which requires employees to do their own configs and data migration now. I spent ALL DAY at it and I'm still not done. :mad:

3) As soon as I get my two monsters, er, wonderful children to bed, I'm gonna sit out on the porch and enjoy a nice summer evening with some cold brew and a good cigar. I've got extras if anyone wants to join me.

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