Oh MY! ((((((((BIBI)))))))))) and ((((((((CGT))))))))))

I'm so sorry to hear about your grandfather CGT. I hope your happy memories outweigh your sorrow in time hun!

I hope things are getting better for you BIBI! I wish you good luck from here on in!

I'm sorta on an even keel lately...no real highs or lows. But, I love this thread and will contribute when the tide changes!

(((((CGT))))))


I'm so very sorry.

I'm sorry CGT :(

My hi for today~ A special phone conversation

low~ the terrible two's have struck my home with a vengence

(((CGT)))
I'm sorry for your loss. I hope today was better than yesterday.

High today... Haven't had it yet, but it's coming. :D

Low... Getting my daughter to school late.

todays:

Hi: Realizing that my intake is only 1,050 calories and only 26 grams of fat :)

Lo: wishing this process was faster.

jennaflower---Jusy don't ruin your health!Many diets cut out the
essential things that your body should have!You don't want them looking at you,in your coffin & saying-She never looked so good!
Irish

highs for the day..accomplishing a lot of difficult tasks at work..and talking to special friends online..

lows for the day..realizing that i work for a real moron..

this is yesterday:

high- i found out something astounding about someone i love. it was amazing and sexy and just plain....WOW!!!

low- my daughter woke me up too early by poking me in the eye. ouch! and double ouch!

(i think i'm ahead)

HIghs..not sure if there was one

Lows..once again realize what a idiot i am, and went on another high speed car ride..

HIGH SPEED CAR RIDE?????????????? Damn it *****.. no more of that.. do you hear me? REALLY!! Don't make me kick your ass... She isn't worth your life..

Hi: Getting my exercise in

Lo: Being grumpy

High~ My hateful selfish bitch of a MIL is not going to be able to make it to Mr. Lil's 40th bday party

Low~ Mr. Lil feels hurt and when he hurts, I bleed

I spoke too soon..

highs..talking to friends from pixies, makes me feel better


lows..haveing to say good bye to them..not too bad for a low.

Lilith..i know what it is like to have MIL probs believe me..i feel for you and hope things work out ok..40 is a big one..unfortunatley its all down hill from there...lol

Shit day today

Low... the day in general

High... the day ending and knowing the sleeping pill I took will kick in soon.

Hi: The week being over....

Lo: A lonely Friday nite...

High..going out of town for a little while

lo..having a migraine most of the day:(

High~ Mr. Lil telling "Candy" (the phone ho) from his former political party that he has changed parties. :D

Low~ again I am refusing to have a low today...it serves me no purpose :p

High--- I wish to hell I could get high right now.


Low-- I just buried my Grandpa. :(


BTW.......... Thank you guys for your sentiments. I really appreciate it.

((CGT))

(((CGT))) ~ Thinking of you!

High : Spent the evening drinking beer and eating Chinese food with some close friends, who just bought a house int he suburbs today (they live about 6 blocks from us now)

Low: Think I'm coming down with a cold

highs..well i just spent a wonderful evening talking to a very special friend from here

Lows..not sure that there was a low point today

For yesterday...

Hi:
1) Shrek
2) Getting to know someone

Lo:
Not getting in my second mile walk :(

For today....

Hi: Moving my mileage up to 3 miles a day :)

Lo: Tornado sirens... I HATE THOSE :(

High: Celebrating my SO's 30th birthday....with cake and candles (totally surprised him).

I also hit 6,000 posts last night! :D

Low: Knowing I am leaving tomorrow for a long week of business travel

Highs
1. going on a nice long car ride in the mountains
2. getting to know someone

Lows
I have another migraine...

For Yesterday
Hi: Catching up with a new friend
Lo: A long Monday

For Today
Hi: Losing 4.8 pounds this past week
Lo: Not getting in my 30 minute workout

highs: nothing about today could be a high

lows: not a great day at all, work, ex-wife, plans fell through and still have a headache..hopefully tomorrow will be better

high: Finally getting a Soulstripper on Everquest. If you don't know, don't ask as it will confuse you.

low: Same shit, Wednesday. Sulking around in my room with the full knowledge that I am going to die at a ripe old age alone.

high: going overboard on my day off

low: having to work another three days starting tomorrow


(PS: Holy crap, CL - do you really think your life is paved that way? You're destined for shite, then)

HI: A great evening out with wonderful friends celebrating a special occassion

Lo: Rush Rush Rush.. all day

HIghs: getting some rather difficult tasks done at work and no headache today!!

Lows: having to deal with issues that i dont want too..:(

Yesterdays:

Hi: Leaving work at the end of my day and knowing that I am off for the next 4 days :) :) wooohooooo

Lo: Not exercising as much as I should.

Hi:Getting out the suit & dress shirt,that I bought,& had tailored,
last year,so that I'll have it for my mothers,eventual funeral!(She
wants to be buried,in Conn,next to my father!I have to go to a
wedding,in two wks,for a wifes friend.
Lo:Finding that the neck of the shirt,won't close & the jacket is
TOO tight.The shirt has an 18" neck!Evedently,opposite of Jenna-
flower,I have been exercising,too much!I don't even exercise,my
neck,because it is big,from previous gymnastics,anyway!I thought
that I was smart,by buying beforehand! Irish

Highs: seeing an old friend in chat


Lows: the mixed feelings I have about the last day of school

Hi- a 2-year old "I love you"

Lo- haven't had one yet today!

High: Making someone I love breakfast

Low: Seeing the scale creep up (again)

High: taking the dog on a couple of big walks

Low: toss up between the seagulls stealing my lunch or the creepy man in the bank machine line

Steph

Just being near you was probably the high point in his day.

It's all perspective.

Hi~ Having my kids with me when we bumped into Dr._____, my Reading Methods professor, and them not saying, "Is that the one you said was a ditz?"

Lo~ Knowing I won't see some online friends til Tuesday.

((((((jenna)))))) DON'T beat yourself up hun! Just get back into the swing of things ASAP. We all have a fall from grace from time to time!

Hi ~ Working towards the 3 day weekend!

Lo ~ Working my ass off so I didn't have to go in Saturday and fuck up the 3 day weekend!

High - watching the numbers on the bathroom scale steadily decline. Yay!

Low - Still don't have a pc at home that will let me into pixies. Is that sick or what?