I am that way too Lilith. I will let it drop if done to me but don't hurt someone I care for or you will meet my wrath.

Hard to say I dont have any frends.

I've felt my entire life that I don't really connect with people ~ my interests and thoughts are so diverse that few people "understand" me....

I have certain friends I connect with on different issues, who I share certain facets of my personality with. Most of these relationships are very uni-dimensional....and while I may reveal personal facts to these people, I seldom tell people what I am thinking and feeling.

I don't have any friends who truly know all of me...except for Mr. Osuche....and he has his moments. :D

It's a solitary existance, but I haven't found anyone who seems able/desirous of breaking down the walls....

I'm really very shy & withdrawn when I first enter an environment with people I don't know...& I will pull back from anyone who tries to get too chummy too quick...however, once I have time to get settled in, & get to know people (& figure out who won't be offended by my savage witticisms) I tend to be very talkative, often over-sharing details of my life that might be better kept undr wraps...kinda like I do here...

I'm very friendly, but my true friends are few. I'm intuitive upon first meeting and by the end of a meeting I can tell whether a "relationship" will spawn or dissolve. I'm not rude, but I won't pretend to like you if I don't click with your personality initially. I don't judge first off...it's just a feeling I get and I have come to listen to that feeling fore having been burnt for not doing so before.

In the right circumstance I'll relate almost anything about me, but there are people in my RL that know less about me than my Pixie family.

The only close friend I share "all of me" with is Mr. Lixy. He knows everything there is to know about me and then some things I didn't even know myself!

I make acquaintances easily, but friends take years.

My friends in the RW I can count on a hand and a half.

I have three people here I call friend.

i'm just me
 

I tend to have alot of aquaintances some of whom feel that they know me well.but for the most part my real true friends i count on one hand the ones whom i could call in the black of nite and tell em' that i'd just committed cold premeditated murder and they would only ask how can i help? well those friends are dyeing way too fast dammit.
As for sharing all of me? that's just a coin toss so far as i can tell but in 40 yrs of living I can tell you that only three people have ever, gotten the full rundown of my life. for two reasons 1~I try to pack my own baggage and not burden those around me the other reason is not very many people have 2-5 days to spare to hear the entire epic.(no really) of the 3 only two are still alive.
I don't trust too well immediatly but with mutual respect and a bit of time it does happen
I am far more likely to share my life story with a total stranger than someone who is close as for my family well 1 out of 2 aint bad my mom i can share anything at all with(i once called her about my guys attraction to the girly mags over me and her response was get stocked up on fresh batteries!) My only sibling I can barely speak to any more long story there.


I have one piece of advice or however you would like to take it and it is this:

If by chance or time or blood or fate you are blessed and fortunate enough to have one true friend even for if for a short time,cherish it as you would breathing or whatever you find most precious, for the old saying really is true.
to have a friend who takes you for you no matter what is rare indeed.

peace be with you all and good journey
soft thoughts Schelagh






p.s.~I am overjoyed to admit that there are some peeps here in pixieland whom have revived the optimist in me and keep me real too. I have high hopes that I'll make the grade for them that'll have me here.
schelagh

I'm pretty much a loner, just a couple of real freinds
People hear at Pixies know more about me than anyone in the RW

It is difficult for me to make friends. Apparently my enthusiasm comes on to strong...or something. I've tried different approaches including the "screw-this-take-me-as-I-am". People always seem to want to keep me at more than arms length. I'm not abrasive and I'm pretty open-minded. My dogs keep me company, instead. :)