Deep Dark Secrets
 

Nooooo this isn't another nipple thread.


Well, it COULD be depending on if any of our pierced members post. :D



Deep dark secrets...do you have any that you don't mind Pixies knowing about?
Is there anything about you that not many and maybe nobody knows?


OK. I'll go first.

I have MS. Nothing much troubles me with it so I don't talk about it much. :D

Next...........

If I told you it wouldnt be a secret now would it? :)

Maybe I need to retitle the thread......


Deep Dark Secrets EXPOSED! LOL

LOL, that works!


Ok....this ought to be easy for me, because not many here know a whole lot about me :D

Sooooo here goes...I wish I had about 2 more inches :o

:eek: :whiteghos

THAT was personal!

LOL And thanks for sharing! :D

Guys always want to be bigger don't they? Silly guys.

Geez, RG, must you always think that way???? Maybe he just wants to be TALLER!!! Didja ever think of that??? LOL:D

What's that old quote .... You're only as sick as the secrets you keep.

I've long since stopped keeping this secret, but still like many personal things .... you don't usually bring things up in the first conversation, so not many on the site know this about me .... I grew up with an alcoholic parent ... in my early 20's I learned how to be open with this and discovered that I was not isolated in this .... once you realize you are not alone ... funny how much easier it is to heal ..... sorry to go to the really serious side .... but RG - thanks, every time I simply make the statement it seems it provides me an opportunity to talk with others who in many cases have never been able to tell that secret about their life before .....

on the less serious side .... I'm a pixie peruser! lol jjjjbo

Well I wouldn't mind being 2 inches taller either :p

Yeah, me too!! This being only 5' tall can really suck sometimes!!:D ;) :D

promise?

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That is too funny...I believe 5' would be perfect for that!

Well here is my secrets, (kinda). Not only am I a virgin, I have never had a Girlfriend and have never been kissed. :eek: Also I have a strage desiese called "Granuloma of the Nasal Septum" Cause unkown. Simply put this mean I have a hole in my nasal septum (the thing that seperates your norstrals) that was caused by a nasty things called Granuloma. Granuloma is normally a side effect of a desiese, but in my case they were never able to track down how I got it and they suspect that it happens to be random. And no it ain't catchy, isn't disfiguering, and in my case it isn't fatal, (so far).

okay don't take this the wrong way, but i'm very sensitive about my figure! so much so, i'm practically feminine about it! you know, looking at myself in the mirror, going "does this make me look fat?" no, please, don't stare!

I thought this thread would be spicier.

I'm not proud of the time I had sex with a young woman in the afternoon, and when she went home for dinner with her parents, had her friend over for more of the same. Of course they found out when they talked about what they did over the weekend.

I HOPED this thread would be spicier! LOL

Oh well....I can add some spice. Hmmmmmm thinking, thinking....


I have it.


I am....


married to Lilith! :p :D :cool: :eek: :p


I suppose I really should add one of these too, huh? ;)

Well, this isn't particularly spicy....in fact it's not spicy at all...but I guess one of my secrets that I'm not especially proud of is that I was a high school dropout!! Yeah...I sure was...Bet you never thought I could have done something THAT stupid, huh?
Well, I did. It was March of my Junior year.(11thr grade) and I was about to fail the grade because I had missed so much school that year. So, in my immature wisdom, I concluded it would look better on my records if I dropped out rather than flunked out. So I quit. And got a job!! WOW!! How cool was that??? I was making my own money..buying my own clothes..all at a whopping $1.03 per hr!! Which gave me a take-home pay of about $35.00 per week.
By the time summer came and I saw all my friends graduating and enjoying all the "fringe benefits" like class pictures, class ring, and other stuff like that, I decided I wanted to go back.
I had to kiss a few butts to get back in, but I did it. I had to take the grade over and graduate a year late, but I didn't really mind that much. In the long run it was worth it....I even got the "fringe benefits". LOL Here's my graduation pic just to show ya' I really did graduate...

This isn't really "spicy" either, but, I still haven't told anybody I'm close to about this...my first true love left me for a GUY...I caught them making out in his dorm room one night. After we broke up, I found out he totally changed his personality...went to the extreme of enjoying fishnets/vinyl, nipple piercings, the works...and started pursuing his best friend from high school. I am totally cool with bisexuality and everything, but I would have at least appreciated him telling me what was on his mind instead of a total about-face with his sexuality.

That sure doesn't help a girl's self-esteem...

lessee. spicy? spicy.....? I have a penis.... it's pink and wobbly it's so cool!

I had sex with three... or was it four men in the same afternoon, in three different towns all atleast 30 mins away from one another

got my first kiss from a woman, 4 years and 5 men before she became my girlfriend.

in one evening, my g/f an I had sex on my bed, my parents bed, our bed, and her ex b/fs bed

my mom was a virgin when my parents got married, my dad married her just to get in her pants, 29 years later they are still together because she is so naive he can't bear to put her out.



ok deep dark, probably going to be censored secret....

When I was young, 9-10 I used to hope my dad or some male figure in my life would rape me so I would never have to have sex.
I got raped when I was 12 or 13 by some black man I didn't know and he is still driving the same car even now.

ta-da! oh and Lil if you guys decide to pull this, I don't blame ya, it's sick and twisted.

Kyttn

BamaKyttn!!!
You wild woman YOU!

Them's some spicy secrets girlfriend......er.....pink and wobbly PENIS????


LOL LOL LOL

At the age of fifteen, a Zoroastrian named Vilma ritualistically shaved my testicles.



Damn that wasn't me....it was Dr. Evil....hmmm


Damn, I hate being so clean....I guess I have to say the biggest darkest secret I have is that I've slept with a 41 year old married woman........

here's the kicker.....it was just a few days past my 19th birthday when i did it....am i bad?

I fucked Nikki three ways from Sunday ;) :D

and she's a screamer too! :eek:

LEGEND!!!

That IS some deep dark secret....but not any more!

Sheesh...is everyone getting some but ME?????

LOL

Sounds like you two are having fun though. Congrats.


And Radies? You little devil you! ;)

Randy Gal, I have MS too.
If I'm logged in but not posting it's because the internal connections aren't connecting well enough.
One unexpected great side effect: looking at Aqua's pictures with double vision! Double the pleasure, double the fun!

Well.... this isn't very dramatic or spicy... but it's true and I don't think I ever told anyone online....

I used to be tongue-tied. (Literally!) For years I couldn't even lick an ice cream cone! About 5 or 6 years ago though, a bit of day surgery fixed that up... The doctor just snipped the extra skin under my tongue and voilà! Now I can do this ~~~~> :p

:D

No, RG, not everyone.................I know I'm certainly not.

But that's scheduled to change.........SOON!!!;) :D

HOT DAMN!!!!!!!!!;) :D ;) :D

an affair with the mayor of a nearby city...

[glad it is long past]

Deep and Dark huh?

OMG.....I could write a book.....just how much space am I allowed here anyway?

OK......Here goes!

My father was an alcoholic. My mother was a diagnosed "Paranoid Schizophrenic". I have 3 sisters and 1 brother and all the while we were growing up we were afraid we may aquire one or both of these diseases. As I got older I investigated the possibilities of developing schizophrenia and found that it is not necessarily inherited....but can be....and/or a few other residual medical problems can be passed to me and my siblings. I do have a mild form of an OCD (Obscessive/Compulsive Disorder) in that I am a clean FREAK! I have a mild case of paranoia as well. All of you who know (somewhat) me will attest to this. And I do say "mild" because I know many people that think that the guys in the football huddle are talking about them...I have given up on that theory. I know they don't discuss me anymore! LOL! I have purposely/conscientiously kept my alcohol consumption in check. My siblings all exhibit some form of what my parents passed down. My brother (the oldest) was/is (I say was/is because he is missing and we haven't seen him in almost 13 years) a heroin drug addict. He stole from my mother to aid his addiction and had been in prison many times. I don't know at this writing if he is dead or alive. We've searched the country with the aid of my bro-in-law, a State Cop, to no avail. My older sister (2 years older than me) is nuts! What I mean to say is she and I have never really gotten along. She "shunned" the family (in shame I am assuming) while my parents were alive and now that they are gone, acts as if "family" is the nearest and dearest thing on this planet. She has had a "nervous breakdown" and has been in a mental hospital at one time for "her nerves". Yep, she's nuts! I am the middle child. My sister below me has followed in my mother's footsteps and denies any association of the correlation between her and Mom. Yet she has 5 children (4 girls and a boy) and she has a definate "split personality" at times. One moment she is talking very nice to me and the next she is screaming at me and hanging up the phone. Only to call back and appologize and turn around and do it again! My baby sister and I assume we are the only "normal" kids in the family although she has had her moments as well. In her younger days she was very permiscuous (a residual effect, I found in studying schizophrenia in heridity). But in all actuality I have found that ours is not the only disfunctional family on the planet. So no judgements here, please!

Oh....and also.........I am just so brutally honest to a fault at times and I never know when to shut up! I DO NOT have that "stop" thingy in my brain that most everyone else has. I say things and blurt things out and think about them later....my hind sight is 100% though.....something I am very proud of........NOT! LOL! I have many more deep dark secrets.....but I will let someone else have a crack at this before I use up all the space at Pixies.

Dunno if this counts as deep OR dark ~ a few years ago my then wife and I were visiting with friends. Somehow I wound up sitting between both girls, with HER husband out to the off-licence (liquor store, for my transatlantic frineds!) watching a video and chatting. (BTW, this girl and I had enjoyed a very flirty relationship for years)
Anyway, after a while I had one hand fondling my wifes right breast, the other fondling my friends left breast ~ and neither of them ever knew!! A fun time for all, cos they both thought I was only doing it with them, and they BOTH got really horny!

Bit boring, on reflection (sorry ~ had to be there I guess), but still - it's a SECRET!

Lixy - I found the same thing ..... "not the only dysfunctional family around" in fact, seems to me from everyone I meet and/or talk with .... that most of us come from some kind of dysfunctional situation ... at differing levels of course!

And one of the really positive things that has come of such a background for me .... I know NOT to judge others because I have too many skeletons in my own closet to worry about what someone else may have done. lol

Don't know all the acronyms. I guess my secret is only having 2 partners in my life.

And one of the really positive things that has come of such a background for me .... I know NOT to judge others because I have too many skeletons in my own closet to worry about what someone else may have done. lol [/B][/QUOTE]


To get a bit serious here (?! ~ not like me at all):- I live & work in Glasgow, Scotland, as a Psychiatric Nurse, working with people in their own homes. As jjjjbo said, I also have skeletons in MY closet, much darker than I posted earlier. But, I find, some of them help me relate better to my clients, and thus help me to be better at my job.

Every cloud has a silver lining, someone once said!!

:rolleyes:

I agree jjjjbo and dm383! I KNOW that most people have some sort of dysfunction in their family. I am not ashamed of my life. As a matter of fact I am rather proud of the fact that I could rise above some of the secrets and sorrow and pain I grew up with. Looking back there is maybe only one or two things I would change about my life if I could. And they are deeper than what I posted but suffice it to say that for the most part I am a better person for having had to strive to make it when "it" never seemed possible. I figure it this way...........if my life hadn't taken the course it did from the beginning I wouldn't be the person I am today. And I love myself today. I am a very generous, loving, attentive, wanton, sexual, casual, caring, helpful, earthy, happy person. And that's not such a bad thing. All that I am I owe to my parents and siblings. Even if they are the nuttiest people I know! They had their good points too. I just didn't talk of those here.

I guess I don't have anything really dark or deep to reveal...I've led such a boring sheltered life, with no history of alcohol or drug problems, no major ailments to overcome...maybe that's my dark secret, behind the facade of the zinging smartass wit, I'm really incredibly dull...

Never you Scotzoidman!!!! never dull!!!

You have...no idea... ;)

I'll take dull over things I've experienced any day.

ANY DAY!



Please tell us more about your life scotzoidman...I'll live vicariously through you. ;)

Good on ya Lixy - I truly believe everyone has to "rise above" SOMETHING, and most manage very well.

But, as far as changing some of the things that you've experienced; if you did, you wouldn't BE the person you are now, like you say, and Mr. Lixy, and all of us at Pixies, would be the worse off for it!

SO, long live you loving yourself - and the rest of us!

:)

I'm not alone ?
 

[QUOTE]Originally posted by PixieSprite
[B]Well.... this isn't very dramatic or spicy... but it's true and I don't think I ever told anyone online....

I used to be tongue-tied. (Literally!) For years I couldn't even lick an ice cream cone! About 5 or 6 years ago though, a bit of day surgery fixed that up... The doctor just snipped the extra skin under my tongue and voilà! Now I can do this ~~~~> :p

Wow.. when I was really litle , I had the same problem pxixesprite.. had to get operated on twice ; once when I was about 7 , and then again when I was 13 or so.. but am fully lingually functional now baby :fly: