Big and scary stuff

[RandyGal]

Sometimes the thoughts in my brain are big and scary.

Sometimes I just want to walk away from everything I know...just leave. No forwarding address.....disappear.

Do you guys ever have these thoughts? If so, how do you deal with the feelings of guilt for feeling that way, and anguish because you're stuck right where you are?

I feel like I have no control and that sensation almost overwhelms me many days.

Kind of a drag for a Monday thread, huh? LOL Sorry...just thought I'd pick your brains about this. (Hey! It's better than letting me pick your nose, right?) :)

[Lilith]

Randy Gal I'll meet ya at the truck stop;) That is where I say I am going when I feel like you do.

Whenever I was younger I would watch the chat shows and I would hear these horror stories of these loving mothers who are found at truck stops with "amnesia".....sounds too fucking convenient to me:p So sometimes I tell my girlfriends that.....if I am having a shit day and need them to save me I will say "I'm outta here....see ya when they find me at the truck stop"

[RandyGal]

*who am I?*


*where am I?*


*how'd I get here!?*


Yeah Lilith...that COULD WORK!!!!






*all you see is a cloud of dust in my wake*

[Lilith]

Yes but the trick about knowing you could do it, is that it keeps you from doing it.

You can't go anywhere we still have not gotten Glyndwr to do that whole plastic wrap series......GLAD.....yes I would be:p

PM me sister friend...tell me what all sucks;)

[RandyGal]

That Glad wrap thread would be tempting..........

don't know yet if it'll tempt me enough to stick around though. LOL


*HUGE friggin' sigh*

I hate these feelings....


thanks for listening to me whine my day away.



(I'm gonna go practice my blank stare now, for when they find me at the truck stop. I have to make it look real, right? Damn...that's just too funny!)

[Nikki]

RandyGal.......hang in there............
Keep smiling.......you always bring a smile to my face.......

[kleclere]

Sometimes when you feel that way find yourself a place that pleases you. Leave your troubles behind go to pixies and talk to friends. And pass more beer.

[jennaflower]

Oh RandyGal...

Been there... done that... at least once a week... (only 4 times a month makes it a good month) :)

I like what Lilith wrote... I think that everyone has those days... when disappearing without a trace has its advantages.. I know that I often wonder if starting over somewhere else... completely solo could give me what I really need... emotionally.. I think it could be possible... logically.. I know it isn't.

Hang in there..... :) and PM me.. anytime you wanna vent! :)

[PantyFanatic]

... everywhere you go:(,...there you are!:D


(just can't seem to get away from the problems):confused:

[scotzoidman]

Having a bad day...lots of ugly brain worms crawling around...

Yeah, I've done that...wanna run away from home...

Having a real shitty day right now, in fact...looking down the barrel of getting my ass chewed at work tomorrow, plus truly evil thoughts of violence against a certain egomaniac musician...

& I felt so great yesterday...am I bipolar, or just reacting to the shifting winds of life?

[PantyFanatic]

& I felt so great yesterday...am I bipolar, or just reacting to the shifting winds of life?

I don't know if yu're bi, but we all know life blows sometimes.

[Wildeye]

Randygirl

be nice to yourself -

Believe you are worth knowing
Believe you are worthy

Ignore guilt, doubt and shame - they cannot help

Trust that people like you

Don't blame yourself.

It's not easy I suffered depression for about 1.5 years, but I realised that some things happen and it does not mean you are not worth liking, do not require love and are not wanted - heck a whole load of people here who do not know you think that you are IMPORTANT - Don't give him you are a rare star and are unique - this world be less rich and wonderful without you.

love and fine thoughts to you

Andrew AKA Wildeye