Fessing Up

[Lilith]

I've made some bitching posts lately that have people frightened, or assuming I'm expecting. The truth is I have a large tumor. It is not expected to be cancerous but must be removed. I have not scheduled the surgery yet but will do so early June. I'm having a hard time grasping that I am losing an organ or 2 or 3 and am being a big wussy baby.

As I told a sweet person in PM, my plan from here is to just put on my big girl panties and get over it. I just didn't want anything I have posted to be misconstrued or to scare people. I'm fine, just pissed.

[Oldfart]

You'd better be OK for when we get to Fla, or Mrs Oldfart'll say some rude things.

In other words, do whatever you need to do to be well.

[Cheyanne]

((((((((Lil))))))))))

[Lilith]

Thanks! Chey!


OF~ I'm sure going to try. I can't promise how well my boys will have kept house but just know that your visit will be the highlight of my summer :D

[Oldfart]

No, visiting you'll be the highlight of mine, with Oshkosh and Niagara in a close race for second.

[lizzardbits]

I saw a post a little while back from you that said that you had a tumor, but I thought you were joking and saying you had a headache a' la Arnold Schwarzenegger in "Kindergarten Cop".

Oh, Lil! Much love and support to you and your family!

[Lilith]

Thanks Liz. I posted that cause Aqua and I used to do that bit and for the first time I knew it was true :D

[maddy]

((((Lil)))) If I lived closer... I'd keep house... or at least help teach your boys :)

[TinTennessee]

I have no idea what to say and I can't even imagine the hell you are going through (the mind never stops thinking and worrying I'm sure). Please know that we are all here for you and if it were possble, I'd pack up and come take care of you and the kids while you recuperate. "hugs"

[Lilith]

Aw maddy and T you ladies are real gems. I should be able to do the surgery anmd recover before I have to get back to school in early August. I am staying positive. I wish you guys lived closer too but more so we could go mudsliding :D

[Neige]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Lilith)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Tell me if there's anything I can do for you!

[Winston77]

Lilith my thoughts and prayers are with youhttp://www.millan.net/minimations/smileys/getwell.gif (http://www.millan.net)

[Lilith]

Thanks PS! I'm gonna be just fine.

Thanks Winston. I appreciate your kindness.

[sodaklostsoul]

Well that just sucks!!!!! Sorry to hear it. We're all behind ya Lilith. Just pretend we are all there holding your hand. :)

[Lilith]

Thanks SDLS. I'll be expecting you all to keep me company while I recover ;)

[sodaklostsoul]

Thanks SDLS. I'll be expecting you all to keep me company while I recover ;)
Anytime sweetie!!! :p

[osuche]

((((((Lil)))))))

You *will* overcome this...and I am happy to help in any way I can. :)

[fzzy]

(((((Lil))))) ... sorry to hear about the need for surgery, glad to hear it's not expected to be cancerous, hope all will turn out MUCH better than expected and know I'm sending positive healing thoughts and prayers!

[lizzardbits]

Thanks SDLS. I'll be expecting you all to keep me company while I recover ;)

You had better buy a gigantic bed, then! There are gonna be A LOT of Pixies joining you!
WooHooo! Slumber party at Lil's!

[scotzoidman]

:eek: :confused: :eek: :(

the cunning linguist has been rendered speechless...

[Oldfart]

Yes, it was a cunning stunt.

[Steph]

You seem extremely stoic & determined but you know Pixies welcome rants during difficult times. (((((Lil)))))))

[nikki1979]

((((Hugs)))) i know everythng will be fine and im here if u need to rant or rave or anything else

~nikki

[LixyChick]

(((((Lilith)))))

Taking care of yourself is first and foremost! Keep positive thoughts! Know that you are loved and that our concern is a powerful vibe!

I know you are worried that we are worried. Helping yourself is the best thing you can do for us...AND YOU!

[Lilith]

osuche and fzzy~ this is really fucking with my self discipline with the eating thing. After it's all over it's gonna be so easy to sit on my ass and eat bon bons for 3-4 weeks. Help me NOT do that please :D

liz~ if you shake the bed I'll murderize you :p

scotz~ don't be speechless. I'm fine just annoyed.

OF~ it better still be a stunning cunt :p they are supposed to leave that part in tact.

Steph~ lol I felt like I've been whiny and pissy. I scared some people and felt like I better clear the air. Thanks for being there.

nikki~ you are 100% correct. It will all be fine. Thanks!

[Lilith]

Lix~ you are so right. I was feeling guilty for worrying some peeps and not just fessing up. I will do my best to take care of me. All my guys will help.

[lizzardbits]

http://www.foamfabbed.com/cgi-bin/foam/mattresses/sleepyzzz-mat.htm

Get a memory foam mattress and then while the boys and I are jumping on the bed on one side, you feel no movement!

Oooo I do a great Rizzo~~ "Look at me, I'm Sandra Dee, Lousy with virginity, Won't go to bed 'til legally wed, I can't; I'm Sandra Dee!"

[Lilith]

:) Thanks Liz :) you have already brightened my day (((hugs)))

[dicksbro]

One of the bestest people around. God bless you, Lil! Those docs are pretty smart and they'll get this thing taken care of. In the meantime, feed on our love ... you'll be so full there won't be time to worry. ;)

((((( HUGS )))))

[jseal]

Lilith,

My condolences madam. I'm sure that your surgery will quick and successful. I hope that your convalescence is not too confining.

Best of luck,

John

[PantyFanatic]

Not to worry Lil. :) You can count on me to take car of everything here while you're busy with other things. :D

























(That ought to keep her mind occupied for a while ;) )

[imaginewithme]

Wow, I can imagine you have had a lot on your mind. You're going to recover from this feeling like a million bucks I'm sure! I'll be thinking of you and say a special prayer for ya!

Hugs

[wyndhy]

i’m not worried … i’m PISSED! when someone who hasn’t talked to you in a while asks how you’re doing, you’re supposed to TELL THEM THE TRUTH! (like i did with my mom and dad when we thought the tiny tyrant had a tumor :p :D)

actually, i'm more pissed at myself for not reading the threads as much as i used to. you've always noticed when i've been in a funk and were there to offer support. i feel like i've let you down, not noticing you're the one in a funk lately. friends are supposed to notice that kind of shit and i'm sorry.

(((huge hugs))) lil. be pissed, rant and rave and say it’s not fair. cause it’s not, damnit. but know that we are all pulling for ya and that if you ever need anything, there is nary a pixie who wouldn’t do whatever they could to help.

lizz does a great rizzo but i do a pretty good arnold - it is *not* a tumor. :D
(^^uh, from the kindergarden cop movie. i hope it works :D)

[moose]

((( lilth ))) my thoughts will be with you and i hope everything goes well

[gekkogecko]

my plan from here is to just put on my big girl panties

No, no, you should of coruse, remove your big girl panties!

[Lilith]

dicksbro~ you guys are the best!

jseal~ I'm sure I'll be up and kickin' ass in no time.

Pantyfanatic~ don't touch nuffin!!!!

Preciate the prayers IWM.

wyndhy~ I wasn't sure what I wanted to say. I hate feeling needy or whining. I also am having some trouble coming to terms with losing my pieces and parts. I guess this is part of accepting it. ((hugs))

Thanks so much moose!

gg~ stop encouraging PF ;)

[Scarecrow]

Hey Lilith, I have some extra stuffin' to replace the part and pieces that will be taken out. So when do you want me to come an insert the stuffin'. Don't forget the power of the Ruby Slippers.

(((HUGS)))

[alspals69]

Hey there Lilith,

sorry to hear all this. I am pleased that its gonna be sorted soon, but nontheless i wish you well... I am sure this isn't what you need.

Your a special pixie lady who many admire.

Special hugs for you!!

[Lilith]

LOL scarecrow...I will hunt red slippers for the hospital trip :D

alspals thanks for your kind words.

[scotzoidman]

It's well to remember that minor surgery is when someone you don't know has a big chunk of something cut out...MAJOR surgery is when you or someone you care about has anything more than a hangnail removed ;)

[Lilith]

Very true. Thanks everyone for your comfort and understanding. I will keep you posted on how things come along. I'm so grateful to have you all in my life.

[jay-t]

I'm so grateful to have you all in my life.[/QUOTE]

We are the ones grateful for having you in OUR lives, the reason for so many shoulders to lean on,prayers and best wishes for you and your family,and ahemm lots of TLC so take care of yourself or we will!

[Lilith]

I will jay-t. I love thc...er I mean tlc :p

[WildIrish]

I knew you weren't expecting.


I'm fixed. :p


And if there's anything you need done, said, or listened to...you know I'm there for ya, Sunshine. Really, really.

[Lilith]

Well lovies. I have a date.

I am having the surgery on June 20th. I will be fine just maybe awol for a week (whose kidding I'll be hooking up the laptop the day I get home). Again this surgeon feels it is highly unlikely the tumor is malignant just enormous (think basketball).

I appreciate all your support and just wanted to keep you in the know. :x:

[scotzoidman]

Again this surgeon feels it is highly unlikely the tumor is malignant just enormous (think basketball). :x:


:eew:


Sounds like more of a weight loss program than surgery...


In any case, positive vibes are being sent your way at this moment, & for the next few weeks as well...

:console:

[Lilith]

Thanks scotz. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous.

[imaginewithme]

/marks calender for 6/20.

Of course you're nervous. It's natural. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers and hopes for a speedy recovery!

/lathers up some Hempz lotion to rub on you

[dicksbro]

((( HUGS ))) ((( HUGS ))) and more ((( HUGS ))) Lil

My wife and I will be thinking of and praying for you. Everything is going to go great, just no doubt about it.

We love ya'!

[Cobalt]

Well lovies. I have a date.

I am having the surgery on June 20th.

I appreciate all your support and just wanted to keep you in the know. :x:

Now just for your info that date is my birthday and I want nothing but good thoughts on that day, nothing bad is to happen to anyone on that day, cept me getting older than dirt some more, so think happy thoughts!