Rantings of a Bored Individual

[codasteel]

With the stress that this semester of classes has brought, if find myself doing something I don't normally do here. That is post. Normally I just admire the women and couples forums. But not feeling brave enough to post a pic, this shall be my outlet.


Lonliness
The saddness of my blue-eyes overflow and fill my heart,
with every beat the blue is repelled as the life of red is renewed.
The struggle for love continues as banners of your memory takes sides.
On the one side are those of happiness, love, lust and sex,
While the other side are fights, mean spirited words, lies and betrayals.
There battlefield wages throughout my body,
My mind grows numb as it mistakes another for your laughter.
My lust aches as it wishes for your warmth once again.
And my soul cries because it knows I'll never embrace you again.
Yet my heart continues to beat, the blue is repelled as the life of red is renewed.


Sorry this didn't turn out very erotic. When i write I really never know what I am going to end up with. Anyway hope you enjoy.

[codasteel]

Desire
In the shadows of the mirror I steal glaces of your beauty.
Keeping my distance, only engaging when engaged.
Each day I hope I will have the courage to ask for a drink.
With each day that passes the desire grows ever so more,
with each day I grow more scared that you will reject me.
There are many things i wish to say to you.
So many words and sentences that fill my head.
The clutter of prose and phrase jumble my words
and faulter my emotions.
I wish to tell you so many things, maybe tomorrow will be that day.
If not, maybe the next.

[codasteel]

Love

In this bed we first shared one another.
And in this bed I held you closely on cold winter nights.
In this bed we started a family.
And in this bed you made all my fears seem so small.
With each kiss and caress my love for you grows stronger.
But in this bed tonight something seems not quite just right.
As sure as ever your there to make things better.
With chicken soup and tea with honey.