Caught like a rat in a trap

[jennaflower]

I think I could put the following in several of the different topics... sexual.. general... and advice... as you can see.. advice won...

Where do I begin?

Ok... here goes...

I have mentioned on occassion that I work with a fabulous man... a little bit older than myself (he is 50) and he has become someone who I enjoy working with. He makes me laugh... and he certainly makes the days more bareable... his name... well.. to protect the innocent.. I will say his name is Jim :)

Anyway... yesterday we went to lunch. We do from time to time... usually with a group.. but day before yesterday it was alone. We shared a great conversation... as always. During which the topic of his lack of dating came up. Now, until recently his 24 year old daughter resided with him and that was pretty much the reason he didn't date much (I honestly can't come up with any other reason... he is DAMN attractive... fantasic personality... and just an all around nice guy). Anyway.. during the conversation he mentioned that he had looked at the Yahoo personals and was surprised at the amount of women in this region that have posted. He asked me which ones I had looked at and of course (DUH) I mentioned webdate. As soon as I did I made him promise he wouldn't go lookin for my profile.. YEAH RIGHT.. LOL. ANYWAY...

Last night.. he sent me an email.. brief.. as instructed so that I would have his email address... I replied very briefly.. nothing special.. and that was the end of it... or so I thought... (I should have known better).

So... I get to work this morning... and at some point I asked him if he had visited the site I had mentioned... he said that he was up real late reading.... and smiled.. chuckled.. I asked him if he posted an add.. and he said no.. that he was tooo busy reading.. and suddenly I just knew something was "not right"... he made another comment later in the day about reading so much last night that he had a hard time going to bed... by the time everyone else left at the end of the day I was dying of curiousity...

so I asked him....

"So, Jim... exactly what was it that you were reading last night?"

Jim's reply: light laughter

"Why didn't you post an add? Did you reply to any?"

again.. Jim's reply: light laughter

by this time.. I am beginning to worry... he read my profile... oh my god.. some pretty explicit things about myself are there.... damn.. I gotta go home and remove them.... oh no... I hope he only went to webdate... and not adultfriend finder (which had also been mentioned in our conversation over lunch)..

Jim speaks up from the other side of cubicle wall "I learned a new word last night"

At this point.. I just KNOW I am in trouble...

"Oh?" I replied (as i am looking for a place under my desk to hide)

"Yeah... LITEROTICA"

"OH MY!!!" As suddenly I realize that him reading my profile wouldn't have been nearly this bad.. I ask "HOW? HUH? WHERE?"

Jim laughs... "It was a link in your email"

"MY WHAT???!!!!!!"

Jim goes on to explain that when he got my response, there was somehow a link on it that he clicked on... and low and behold.. there was Literotica.

I hesitantly asked Jim if he happened across my stories while there... his response "It came from you, hell yeah I went looking for it"...

Damn....
Damn....

I am sooooo embarrassed... tho it would be a hell of a lot worse if he had any inclination that I have the hots for him.... LOL... I raced thru my mind and was glad to realize that I hadn't named any of the male characters Jim... or did I? LOL

Not sure how I am gonna continue acting around him now... my secret is out... YIKES...


************Lilith..... IF he happens to discover this place... is there a way you can delete all my posts???? LOL***************

[Lilith]

This is the best damn thing that could happen!!!!!!!

If he finds us I am gonna tie the two of you up! Good now he knows you are living breathing sexual being AND you dig him! Jenna GO FOR IT!

I say ask him out to dinner or at least lunch again. You can't win if you don't play!!!!

[Cheyanne]

Jenna - don't be scared.. he sounds wonderful! Just continue to be yourself around him...just like you have been. And don't be embarassed or feel as if you have been *caught*. You are a exciting, kind, sexy woman.. and this could lead to something wonderful.. just go with it and let it take you where it may..

((((HUGS))))

And yeah - ask him out to lunch again!

[BigBear57]

Jenna Hon, if the guy doesn't realize you're human and have desires then maybe reading your posts is the best thing to have happened. No need for being embarassed about it, keep things on track and see where it goes. Hell if he stayed up half the night reading he had some interest.... and probably a raging throbber. LOL Surely he sees you're not only imaginative and erotically inclined but you're the biggest sweetheart we know.

[jennaflower]

Thanks for the advice wise ones....

Actually... I do believe he already had indication that I tend to think alot of sex.... I have a sense of humor that often is sexually charged... and we have often have had off color generalized conversations...

I have had the hots for him for sometime... he truly is a nice guy.. has a lot to offer on many levels (and NO money isn't one of them) :) ... BUT... I honestly don't think that he would be interested in me in that way.... (tho that was before he read my stories). LOL

I am sure that we will have lunch again.. hopefully alone... and the subject will be brought up... my stories anyway... I wrote him tonight.. apologizing... but then asking him what he thought of them.. LOL

[Lilith]

LOL Good job...."I'm so sorry you found them BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT since you did.....";):D

Might I suggest you load the booty av back up just in case:p

[jennaflower]

ROFL... Lilith.. I gotta remember what I did with that darn thing.. LOL

[Cheyanne]

You have just become a very intriguing woman... hehehe... excellent job! He just got hit over the head with the proverbial bat.. lol - and look what was standing right in front of him all this time!

[Mercury_Maniac]

go ahead ask him out, and if he treats you wrong i could hunt him down and kick his ass for you, but lets hope it doesn't come to that cause i'm not a violent person, plus i don't feel like running around the country to beat someone i don't know

ok anyways
go for it babe

[jseal]

jennaflower,

This could become complex. Good Luck! I hope things break your way.

[FussyPucker]

Go Jenna! Go Jenna ! :D I'm hoping things swing your way hun ;)

[PantyFanatic]

Great to you Jenna. ;)

[Steph]

What a great story! And it's true! Woohoo!

I'm on the "ask him out" side!

Is there a Christmas party for the office?

[ericthered]

So you're out of the closet as an erotic writer. It can only bring you admiration from men and they will chase you even harder. Think of it as being blessed with the perfect sexy figure or something like that. Sex goddesses just have to fight a little to keep them away. And they have to handle the sex-at-work thing too. And the catty jealousy from other women.

Another plus is that no man will DARE to be less than perfectly considerate of sexy you. Or you might take revenge in writing.

[jennaflower]

Still haven't decided how to handle this.... just decided to go to work.... and interact with him as I always do...

At one point during the day... I was helping him rearrange some filing.. he looks around to make sure no one is in ear shot... and he says "That is sure one hell of a place"... and snickers... LOL... I then again tell him that I HONESTLY have no idea how that got link got on that email... he says he is glad that it did... and that he spent a great amount of time there last night... and expects to go back there this evening... LOL oh my

So.. tomorrow morning... as I walk by his cube.. I shall say "Read any good stories lately?"... his reaction will kinda tell me what to do next... right?


And ericthered... what a wonderful thought... LOL.. I will have to keep that idea in mind. :)

Suddenly I have this wonderful desire to write again... and have the story posted at Literotica... ROFL...... afterall.. Christmas is coming... and I can't exactly give him a gift at work... LOL

[Steph]

That's a GREAT opening line, jennaflower! Keep us posted!

[Casperr]

I just wanted to say I hope the booty av returns! ;)

CasperTG

[LixyChick]

I totally missed this first go round...........and now I'm either gonna get swatted for opening up a sore or just get the poop...the whole poop....and nothing but the poop!

*ducks in case I've swatted a bees nest*

How's it going/how'd it go hun?

[jennaflower]

LOL Lixy :)

Actually... it went no where... altho.. he did get me a gift for christmas.. nothing else has taken place... at this point... I imagine that will not change.. he is a wonderful guy... and believe me.. IF I thought for a moment that IT could work.. I would attempt it... but since that isn't the case... I will quietly lust after him :)

[PantyFanatic]

Quiet lust is nice lust too. :D

[never met a lust I didn't like];)

[osuche]

(((jenna)))

Don't lose momentum now...why don't you ask him if he wants to write a story with you? Tell him that the folks at Literotica like to give AND receive, and that it might be fun for him to give back a little.

I am now picturing you two meeting at your place, candles to suit the mood, and (perhaps) discussing possible story lines together... Ya never know, it mightwork out...

Men are habitually shy -- this would be a way to indicate your interest without leaving yourself open to rejection. As an accomplished story writer, you are merely teaching him your craft (one of many such skills he would learn from you).

Go get 'em, tiger...

[Catch22]

Originally posted by jennaflower
LOL Lixy :)

Actually... it went no where... altho.. he did get me a gift for christmas.. nothing else has taken place... at this point... I imagine that will not change.. he is a wonderful guy... and believe me.. IF I thought for a moment that IT could work.. I would attempt it... but since that isn't the case... I will quietly lust after him :)

The only thing with dating someone you work with is if things go wrong you then have problems at work. So perhaps all has worked out in a good way. Flirts a day make the work go faster.

[Gilly]

Heck, if he ain't embarressed, and you're both adults, you've no reason to be flustered. Initially, sure, but go with it. ;)

[pinkbutton]

AWWWWWWWWWW he sounds like a really nice guy. So what if he now konws bout things. I know it must have been embarrasing for u at the start but at least now he knows that u should be able to open up to him a bit more bout things. Anyway i thinm u should definately go for it with him and try and make a go of things. Who knows things might work out really well for the both of u . :D Good Luck anyway!


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