Just One of Those Days

[krzykrn]

Hmm...so...how many people here have ever thought they connected with someone...but then never hear from them again? Yeah I know, bitch, bitch, moan, moan...I am sorry to vent, but I feel the need to do so somewhere...I try not to put myself in the other person's shoes, but for me, if I am interested, I will get back to that person...*sigh* Just the story of my life...

"Life goes by, so fast, you only want to do what you think is right. Close your eyes and its past...story of my life..." - Social Distortion

I just hate not knowing...like Tom Petty says, the waiting is the hardest part...any answer, even if it is the one I don't want to hear is better than absolute silence...I feel like I am on the precipice, nothing around me, all I hear is the echo of my own voice...especially after talking for over two months with this person...and then to get one e-mail from them in almost a month *sigh* Anyway, I apologize, but I needed to put emotions to words, and this was the only place I knew where I could do it.

"Good time come and good times go.
I only wish the goodtimes would last a little longer.
I was thinking of the good times we had and why they had to end...........
So I sit at the edge of my bed
I strum my guitar and I sing an outlaw love song.
Thinking of what your doing now
and when your coming back." - Social Distortion

[jennaflower]

You KrzyKrn are one of the most sensitive men that i have gotten the pleasure to know... have faith.. HUGS..

[babybunny]

*bunny hugs* Kepp pressing on. If this isnt meant to be then someone else is....And I pray she makes her way to you soon..

[BlueSwede]

I know EXACTLY how you feel; today I'm going through the same thing...well, I have been for a few days now. Each day that goes back without word is just plain torture. I wish so much that I could take you in my arms and hold you, and I sure wish you could do the same to me. And I don't know if it will make you feel any better at all, krzykrn, but like jennaflower said, you are one of the most sensitive men at this site--exactly the type many of us dream to find.

[Lilith]

krzykrn~ you are a passionate man who is unafraid to express his emotions....someone who is not even brave enough to say goodbye is unworthy of your gifts. If ya ever need to talk (bitch or moan) hunt me ((hugs))

[Aqua]

I have had the same experience and it pretty much sucks. The only advice I can give is that time makes it easier. And you picked the perfect place to vent. Hang in there, and if you need to vent (bitch, moan, whatever ;) ), we're right here. :D

[krzykrn]

Thank you for the kind words everyone, it helps a little to know that I am not alone here.

"Hey Mister can you tell me, what this world's about,
It might just help me out
I used to be a dreamer, but my dreams have burned
You know how love can turn
Sometimes its hard, to find a friendly face
Feel like a stranger, to the human race
What a lonely, lonely place

I walk alone, in the darkness of the city
Got no place to call home
I might be dying, but you can't hear a sound
This midnight train, is going down
I'm just a stranger...stranger in this town"

[Grumble]

Oh Man, do I know where you are coming from.

I had a relationship where she would disappear for weeks and then tell me off for sending upset 'where are you' emails.
This went on for 3 years till she left me just swinging.

How do you handle it??? Mate if you find out let me know.

But I have not given up and now am speaking with a lovely lady who wants to come out to Australia to meet me. She sends me messages if I am not around for a few days for some reason or other and it gladens my heart.

You will be rewarded if you just keep trying.

best of luck and good wishes

[hellsbells]

krzykrn, I don't know you, but your story is one that we hear so often, and my heart goes out to you, no words will help at this time, but, and I know this for a fact, everything happens for a reason, and there is something better round the next corner, when that will be, no one can say, usually when you are strolling along not looking for it. But it will come, I promise you.

I wish you well, and hope new love finds you soon.