Honeymoon scene part 1: Into the Water

~~In honor of the movie coming out this week, I thought I would post a story I wrote over on Fanfiction. If you are not a Twilight fan, don't hate me, just take it for what it is: a sweet newlywed moment that could not and should not be in a PG13 book/movie.~~

This is my attempt at writing what I imagine could happen between Edward and Bella during the missing black holes Stephenie Meyer left for us in Breaking Dawn. All characters, plot lines, background information, and attitudes are from the author Stephenie Meyer whom I have lovingly borrowed for a time. All steamy scenes complete with blush worthy heavy thrumming heart beats belong to me. Enjoy. And please review, I will never know if this is any good unless you say something please!

“Forever”, I agreed, and then I pulled us gently into deeper water…..

My Bella was in my arms and we were drifting into the perfect warm ocean together, all the traveling done, all the crossroads crossed, and all the vows sealed. The shadowy monster of doubt, that always crept in my mind, finally dissipated into nothing. No one would take her from me now! We won! I won! And a feeling akin to warmth spread through me as I cradled my love so close. She shyly hid her face downward, her chocolate tresses flowing over her bosom, resting her head against my shoulder. I could feel her trembling but she was trying to steady her breathing. I knew it was an exaggerated effort on her part, as determined as she was for us to try, but I could feel her nerves all the same.

Fear, real fear, finally may have crept its way into her, and for once I couldn’t agree more. This was madness, if she could only understand how scared I was myself. The utter complete idiocy of this was I was still going to try. It pained me to tell her no to anything and she asked for so little. It was our bargain after all. She had said “I do.” And I had said “I would.” If only she were willing to wait until after she was sturdier. I was terrified of loosing control and crushing her frail human bones in a fit of passion. The level of her trust just didn’t match what I had in my mind as my level of self control. I wanted to ravage her every time I took her into my arms; only my meticulously applied rules of stopping just before we went too far had kept her in one piece. But now she was my wife and my long dead heart sang in triumph each time I thought the word “wife”! My heart did not beat anymore, but it felt fuller swelling with my love for her.

We were finally together without anyone trying to tear us apart and I was determined to revel in her tonight. Fear tinged my ardor, but right now, this moment, with her in my arms under the perfect moon in the warm ocean, I felt braver than I had before.

Looking down on her I longed to finally teach her how much she meant to me. I reached up to trail my fingers lightly down her arm, gooseflesh prickled out my trail and she shivered. I had my other arm cradling under her knees and her hip was snug against my abdomen. She was hidden by the midnight colored water and her flowing hair.

Snuggling into the nape of her neck, I kissed her gently and inhaled her scent, it still burned, but was a mere nuisance I had come to endure. The water helped to wash away the strength of it, but when she was naked and splayed before me on our bed…her heat flowing...my nostrils flared and my throat constricted with the impending moment. I moaned against her throat just a little and she shivered even more.

“Edward, let me down…I …I want to stand...” she managed to fumble.

I acquiesced hoping that she was coming to her senses. But when I set her delicate feet into the sand she raised her arms above her head and over my neck pulling me close to her. Her breasts were now fully bared to me and I couldn’t help but dart my hand out to run my hands over the swell of them. I think I may have moved to fast because she jumped a little but righted herself immediately, my little soldier to the end; So much for coming to her senses. Her soft curves enveloped me as she snaked her legs up and around my waist, now an inferno of heat seared into my belly, her heat. Thank goodness she was still submerged….what was I going to do when that scent hit me full on? Please let me contain this, I couldn’t live if I failed now.

Her lovely eyes peered up into mine and I had to answer her with the kiss I knew she was looking for, our passion held so tightly all this time began to unfurl and its tendrils circled through my system. A new ache started and the fire of her core ignited the one in mine. It flowed through my belly and up my torso into my arms, my legs; until I was overwhelmed with this ecstasy of passion….I always had to turn it off before. I released our kiss and nearly had to tear her off of me her grip so firm.

“Ok Bella, slow. I have to get a little control.”

She looked up at me and answered with her puppy dog begging eyes and pouting lips, “ok, Edward, but just promise we wont stop”.

I smiled and I knew she thought it was crooked, “Bella I couldn’t stop if I wanted to tonight, you are finally mine and I promise to show you as gently as I can the ferocity of that promised love”.

So I lifted her back up off the sandy floor and pulled her into me. “Did you know vampires are excellent swimmers”? I quipped.

“Of course you are. You ARE good at everything”. She smirked back.

Diving into the water we tangled together in graceful sweeps. We would surface for her to breathe only to dive again. Once when she was pulling for the surface again, I pulled her close and blew the air I had held in my lungs for her into her parted mouth. She would have sighed had we been above water. Smiling we ran our hands over each other while we swam, luxuriating in the feel of bare skin open to each other finally. I didn’t want to tire her so I took her back into shore, where we could stand waist deep in the water.

She found her way back to straddling my waist again. And I could restrain myself no further I had to feel with my hands what was so tantalizingly pressing itself to me. My hand ran up her smooth thigh and around cupping her buttocks then up her hip and around her smooth belly. So soft and inviting yet firm to my touch. I twisted her around to face outward one hand cradling her breast and the other left free to roam further down, slowly I crept until I met the line of curls softly waving in the current, I stroked the sides of her opening without touching the molten heated slit.

I suckled the throbbing little pulse line at her neck and was rewarded with her heightened cries. Moaning as I kissed her she melted into my touch. Slowly I circled around her sex cupping her and feeling how small and delicate she was even outwardly. Then gently I dipped in to find her nub. She hissed and tensed but held onto me tightly. Feeling her soft velvety folds beneath my fingertips I reveled in her little mewling sounds. Then I felt the resistance of her maidenhead and sharp tremors darted through my own belly. Trepidation and fear of the scent of her blooded passion threatened to unnerve me entirely.

I hastily retreated from her body and turned her to face me. “Bella, you have to promise me that you will tell me if I hurt you, I am barely able to contain myself. Please don’t be brave and bare anything, you have to tell me!”

“Oh Edward, please don’t stop! I love you so much! I know you won’t hurt me!” she cried; tears actually glistened unshed in her eyes.

“If only that were true...pain is all I ever cause...” I looked down unable to meet her gaze.

Then the little minx ran her hands down my body and seized upon the member she was never allowed to touch before. The hiss was now mine when I grabbed her anew, her soft fingers smoothly gliding up and down circling in their exploration, rendering me speechless. Her touch was unpracticed and perhaps a bit fumbling, but never had I even entertained the idea of her doing this. The sensations she was invoking had me fighting tremors of my own.
I wanted to grab her hips right here in the water…take her mouth…take her core…the heat in my belly scorched and oh did I want to burn! Throbbing with her touch, she drove me to a frenzy, and all sense rolled out of my head into the waiting ocean abyss.