I do miss him, very much.
I just went into the living room and turned on the stereo after seeing this thread and this song was half way over..... wow. Had to just sit down and listen. (of course I edited it some to post here)

I'll Be Missing You by PDiddy
Every day I wake up
I hope I’m dreamin
I can’t believe this
Can’t believe you ain’t here
Sometimes it’s just hard to wake up
It’s hard to just keep goin
It’s like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
I’d give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You’ll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Can’t wait til that day, when I see your face again
I can’t wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I’ll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I’ll be missing you

It’s kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I’ll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts I just can’t define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can’t believe you’re gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you’re life, after death

somebody tell me why

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I’ll see your face

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
is a day that I get closer
to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
we miss you big... and we won’t stop
Every move I make, every single day
cause we can’t stop... that’s right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
we miss you

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~Tainted Love~