Just walking into the studio and seeing all the photography equipment causes the dizziness to increase again. I am so glad to be able to lie down, afraid of hitting the floor with a thud again. "Well, hello Frank....very nice to meet you. I really do feel awful for interuptting everyones day like this. I don't even know why I thought I could do this anyway." As his grey eyes stare into mine, I seem to lose concentration and my voice trails off into an unfinished sentence about how I was foolish for even believing I could come have pictures taken. I find I have to control another shudder when his hand gently squeezes my shoulder after he hands me the water. I look around the room and wonder what he is working on.