I've recently became someone's first. I couldn't believe it when I found out because he was the one to come on to me first. I just didn't think that virgins would be so not nervous about it. I freaked out when I first found out about it. I had to find it out from two other people before he told me. But he's cool about it I think. We talk about it everynow and then.

I must say it was good. He was the first guy to ever make me cum but doing all the work wasn't that fun.

It's kinda weird now cause we're friends and hang out and stuff. He still flirts with me and shit but says he doesn't want to be with me. I can't stand it really but there's not much I can do. hehe... He says that he thinks that sex is overrated. But I don't think he's being totally honest about that.

I have been fantasizing about teaching him the ropes lately which totally makes me mad when he turns me away.